Friday, October 16, 2009
Learning to Be Alone
Alone within myself, I've been all of my life and now I must learn to be totally alone with me. No other physical person present for me to be alone with. No one there when I might want to reach out to share a laugh or tear. No spouse, no child, and no friend within my space to garner strength for...
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
We will never part I've written so many times about my breaking heart. For we knew that you were leaving this earthly plane. With empty eyes and forgetfulness, you often didn't know me. The love we shared often an unknown. Now your gone and my heart aches to kiss your lips once more. Just to touch...
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
The Dance of Death on This Stage of Life.
The Dance of Death on the Stage of Life #container_title.banner a, #container_title.banner a:visited {color: #44d;} Death. The word itself conjures up the worst of all our fears and yet; it is the road that we strive to walk from the time we are born into this world. It is the afterlife that we seek...
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Monday, October 5, 2009
Putting the pieces back together
When Richard got so sick last year and I had to make the decision that there would be no more hospitalizations, we had to get him a hospital bed. The medical equipment company came early Wed morning and took the bed and all the other equipment we had. I finally got my bed back together yesterday and...
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
Eulogy for Richard Edwards
Allow me a few minutes to tell you about Richard Edwards. I just want, no I need to publicly state on this day, when we lay his body to rest, when the memory of his place on this earth begins to fade, that Richard Edwards was a great man. Now I know that it is human nature to talk about the departed...
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My Love is Gone
My Love is Gone I watched you leave so very slowly day by day for these past years. The man I married with your super strength, your uncanny ablility to surround me with a protection that I had never had before, the depth of your compassion, your gentleness, your unselfishness, but most of all the...
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My Love is Gone
My Love is Gone I watched you leave so very slowly day by day for these past years. The man I married with your super strength, your uncanny ablility to surround me with a protection that I had never had before, the depth of your compassion, your gentleness, your unselfishness, but most of all the...
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Monday, September 28, 2009
Yesterday, You lived
Yesterday I thought you would die. You barely breathed at all. Your airways in your lungs are closing. Your body systems shutting down. But yesterday you lived and we can be happy for our time together just one more day. I love you so very much and I know how much you love me. Happiness is yesterday...
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Friday, September 25, 2009
Yesterday, You lived
Yesterday I thought you would die. You barely breathed at all. Your airways in your lungs are closing. Your body systems shutting down. But yesterday you lived and we can be happy for our time together just one more day. I love you so very much and I know how much you love me. Happiness is yesterday...
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
Captured Reluctance
Captured Reluctance From first breath until last, we chase it every day. We beg, we cry, and even try and buy. We chase it with all of our being, this secret; the essence of life. Like a butterfly in a field of flowers, we watch it float by. Craving in the depth of our soul. Then one day the veil is...
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