Tuesday, September 22, 2009
The events of today have put me into stunned silence as I sit in bed, staring at my computer screen and typing away the last of the many important emails I planned to send today. The hours are actually flying by so fast I barely have time to scratch my head. It can be so frustrating when you have a... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Reality
Reality hit me. I drowned out all the sounds around me and stopped dead in my tracks. What have I done? I'm stuck in the middle of a void that has swallowed me and taken control of me. What have I done???.. No, now is not the time to regret the past. Now is the time to think of the future and plan... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Waves
Don't you just hate it when your mood goes up and down, like waves, one day you're happy, the next you're sad. Neither lasts any longer than the other, but you come to a point where you feel exhausted from the sudden changes of moods that you stop feeling altogether. I'm a bit nervous of the near... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
She wants to...
She was tired and sleepy. All she wanted to do was change into her pj's and jump into bed, covering herself with her thick fluffly bed cover. No, scratch that. She felt like opening her arms wide and running into his arms and burying her face in his shoulder. She wanted to take a deep breath and... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Deep Within.
sad. heartbroken. rejected. low. helpless. insulted. used. shocked. pained. hurt. wilted. numb. teary. confused. angry. dissapointed. aggravated. nervous. irritable. offended. sulky. uptight. worried. uncomfortable. displeased. let-down. ashamed. hopeful. faithful. wishful. patient. fighting.... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
The Candle
The girl timidly placed both her hands firmly on the vast wooden door, and pushed it open as it creaked at the hinges. She was apprehensive about entering the strange gloomy void that awaited her arrival. Nevertheless, she took a deep, shaky breath and proceeded. She held the heavy door open as she... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Letting Go
I'm letting go of the last shred of desire I have buried deeply in the safe that is my heart. I let go of it because I've been holding on to it so tightly, so desperately that I've suffocated it. I have muffled its cries, drowned out the sounds and blocked the signs of its discomfort from my... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
What am I to you?
What am I to you? What goes through your mind when you see me? When you talk to me? Have you given me your whole heart, or have you just given me a piece of it? Teasing me with it, giving me shred after shred of hope day after day. What about the rest of your heart, have you given pieces of it to... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Hold me
Hold me. Don't say anything. Just hold me. I want to feel the beating of your heart and lose myself in the rhythm of your breaths. I want to close my eyes and rest my head on your chest and feel your strong arms around my small, wilted frame, and once I feel your caring warmth, I want to cry my... Sign in to see full entry.
Behind the veil
I go out each day, have a blast, laugh, enjoy my time and the company of others. No one would guess that this girl isn't quite was she seems on the outside. At night, I have trouble sleeping. When I eventually do, I enter a world of restlelss sleep and strange dreams. Normally I am a peaceful... Sign in to see full entry.