about lOve

finding us again can i use yOur lOve of me to lOve yOu more? can i use yOur devOtion to aCcept me the way i aM? love is so hard to undersTand deep feeling sOmetiMes buried so high haRd to cOpe with. i'M searChing for answeRs wHen no questiOn is being asked wHy making things siMple when being tough... Sign in to see full entry.

liFting us high is there a way for me to find peaCe? i thought yOu were the key for my heart & i have changed so much first to the best now to the wOrse. i'M feeling no merCy espeCially towaRd myself i'M feeling so wrOng & this nuMb me is so disgusting. i'M still hating myself but i'M not loving yOu... Sign in to see full entry.

wHat cHangEd? my Eyes have changed could it be aNger for wHat yOu did not do? my feelings seeM so different i could not even enJoy our talk last night. i didn't caRe yOur kisses weRe eMpty. wHat happened? did i feel anything? treasOn could be the reasOn i felt betrayed alOne & abandOned. all by... Sign in to see full entry.

cHili miX sleep could be the oNe i'M jealous of dark nights wHere pain is so clOse agOny for days i alMost stopped it all yesterday yet i'M too weak i lost my miNd for a while i'M not back yet into sanity my body's a ruin i can't go back hOMe i left like a thief i'M just hoping it takes me loNg... Sign in to see full entry.

oH lOve! you're loving me, aRen't yOu? i just can't believe this love is possible for i'M hating myself so much, just now yOu're saying i'M beautiful & i'M feeling so dirty yOu sound like willing to do anything for me & that, i refuse. i don't need a slave they are too easy to get i just want us to... Sign in to see full entry.