after longing for a baby for years, and thinking I could not have one. I had my first child a 8lbs, 8 oz. girl I was thrilled. That was the best day of my life. I had a reason to live, a reason to grow up. I would have been a drunk had it not been for her. I was so depressed, I worked in a bar and... Sign in to see full entry.
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I am working in healing and learning to live without my family. I keeped adairy as my family was dying. I find it to hard to read it so sometimes i just copy and paist. forgiver me if it gets a little personal, it is just my thoughts and feeling when I was going throught the deaths of my family. I love blogit, i get so lonely sometimes and with blogit I don't fell as though I am talking to myself. And as bad as this my sound it is good to read other peoples stories, It makes me feel that life could bemuch worse than it is. I am blessed I just have to find a way to except my mistakes that I can't changeting the fear of God in us, As children, and as wemon. as I have been reading on here, It makes me wonder if you men have any idea the affect you had on us. How even if we are not with you ,you are with us. it has been thirty years and I have never went a day without remembering the feeling of a gun next to my head. or running in a feild as I wes being shot at. The hours of darkness that
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