Life without my family: One more death, two more on the way

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

One more death, two more on the way

I am Pissed! Why not line us up and shoot us? Ray Fernatt 11/2009 uncle Charles Mcgill 3/2007-step brother alma grant 4/2007-mother-in-law Roy Fernatt 7/2007-uncle Carol Fernatt 8/2007-aunt Wendy Goodwin 12/2007 sister Murle Goodwin 3/2008 father Next - Deanna Ferrell- sister willy Jarred-step dad Sign in to see full entry.

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I am working in healing and learning to live without my family. I keeped adairy as my family was dying. I find it to hard to read it so sometimes i just copy and paist. forgiver me if it gets a little personal, it is just my thoughts and feeling when I was going throught the deaths of my family. I love blogit, i get so lonely sometimes and with blogit I don't fell as though I am talking to myself. And as bad as this my sound it is good to read other peoples stories, It makes me feel that life could bemuch worse than it is. I am blessed I just have to find a way to except my mistakes that I can't changeting the fear of God in us, As children, and as wemon. as I have been reading on here, It makes me wonder if you men have any idea the affect you had on us. How even if we are not with you ,you are with us. it has been thirty years and I have never went a day without remembering the feeling of a gun next to my head. or running in a feild as I wes being shot at. The hours of darkness that

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