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Monday, October 31, 2005

NEW ORLEANS, POLITICS, IRAQ, SOME MORE POLITICS, NEW ORLEANS, NEW JUDGE,

I've been sitting here waiting for my doctor's appointment time, and as I wait I see a little bit of New Orleans. A big hullaballo about the new Judge. Just give his name, we'll read about him. Let's talk about the people who should be working to build their homes, how come the waters are dry in one... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

I PLEAD TEMPORARY INSANITY

First I wanr to thank those of you that responded to my outcry and were sympathetic to me. And now I say I panicked. I'm new about all theses things. I have to start reading about this beutiful part of my age. I really love my aging; by aging I know that my Lord has given me more and more wisdom as... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

THE PAINFUL REALITY OF AGING

I'm crying this morning I'm fifty three, it's not my birthday, that was back in July, fifty-three is so young you say, right, I think so too. But the aches and the pains tried to fool me. Oh, but, I'm just aging gracefully. In my thirties I was still a bombshell. In my forties I still knocked them... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, October 22, 2005

I.M ON THE VERGE OF DIVORCE

I'm filing for divorce to a man that treats me like he treats my dog; actually he treats my dog better. He is very abusive, and smart because he doesn't hit me like some men may hit their spouse; he is white with a doctorate in pharmacy and am a hot tempered latina who takes no crap from anyone. So... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, October 1, 2005

ANOTHER LETTER, ARIALA, ANOTHER POEM

I made us proud last time, I won "For Outstanding Achievement in Poetry," for 2005. Now they wrote me again asking me for another poem that I have not published, and I decided to send them the very first poem I wrote Christ about my son, Manny. It is titled "His Choice:" His big brown eyes that... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 26, 2005

FIRST, THANK TO THOSE OF YOU WHO PRAY

PLEASE, NOT TODAY! Is it really true? Out of sight, Out of mind. Life goes on. If you cry, you cry alon, but if you laugh, the world laughs with you. PLEASE, NOT TODAY! It looks like everyone forgot him. My family has not called me. My 19 year old grandson is being mean to me. My husband, not my... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 19, 2005

I LOST IT TODAY !

I was really trying to keep myself in control all month. I've done some crying, and so have my children, and anger has come and gone sometimes not realizing why the mood swing and melancholy that's going on. We talk on the phone, I stay focus on our Lord and remind them that the time is closing in... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

I COULD NOT GO

I was unable to go to Fla., but my my older grandson went. He called me up and sadly reported to me, that he went to check on his mother and brother, only for her to tell him to get out and to never come back again. This broke my heart, because I know he really didn't want to go because he know how... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 12, 2005

PLEASE HELP, TALK TO ME.

As I have mentioned before, this is a month of ups and downs for me. Between my Spiritual life that reminds where my loving son, Manny, relly is, and the selfish place and mother that wants to hold him and kiss him and hea his laughter once again. To add to my madness this month, my 37 year old... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 9, 2005

GOD'S FAITHFULNESS

"Draw nigh to god, and He will draw nigh to you" ( James 4:8). God always responds to believing prayer! So true. I know He answered mine the night Manuel went home to The Lord. I believed in my prayer when I asked Him not to let my son die that painful September night. When he died, and as I cried,... Sign in to see full entry.

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