Falling, Falling, Fell?
So this thing hasn't lost steam at all and the further it goes and the deeper in it I get, the more I feel my internal walls tensing, getting ready to shut him out or shut the whole thing down, even though I know it's stupid and counter-intuitive... but when everything I've always said I wanted is looking me directly in my blue eyes with his own, telling me that I am beautiful, special and yes, even perfect it's hard for me for some reason to just let go. Maybe there's been too much hurt and I... Sign in to see full entry.