liberty's quest for liberty

has anyone else noticed your downfalls come in waves? You learn something and vow never to act/think that way again and then two months later there you are feeling the same way. For example. My depression etc comes about because I trap myself in "victim mode" I get there because one too many people... Sign in to see full entry.

depession just lifted. It was only 24 hours instead of the usual 48. I'm hhaaappppeeeee. I was in my usual cafe and I tend to advertise it when I'm not well. I said to my friend "can you go easy I'm having a bad bipolar day" he laughed "whatever what a crock of shit" and the man next to him said.... Sign in to see full entry.

That's why I'm open about bipolar it gives me an excuse for my past...But I do my worst bipolar moments completely alone. The downside the plunge into grief The two days of non living.. depression is boring...everyone talks of greyness. It's not grey it's black and evil. It's like the soul of hitler... Sign in to see full entry.

IN the news yesterday a young man came back from india standing upright with the help of a walking frame. he had to go to india because there is no access to that kind of thing here. The joy in his father's face was enough to make me cry. I realise for religious reasons, some people will be offended... Sign in to see full entry.

And there's nothing I can do about it...................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... I unpacked my... Sign in to see full entry.

and why I talk too much I take his phonecalls with a smile and go back to my colour and sunshine he goes back to his black and white life I am often sucked in by his apparent loneliness and I agree to get together for dinner and usually an hour into it I am reminded of why he is my ex boyfriend. I... Sign in to see full entry.

and was sick with the most painful flu but that wouldn't keep me away from this great job getting paid thousands chatting all day and getting fed. This is such a great job, nobody would take a sick day from it regardless of how they felt. But this is my day job because when I grow up I want to be a... Sign in to see full entry.

An ancient chihuahua was lost and given to me three years ago. No bigger than a kitten and around 16 human years, She was the image of disgusting little dog - a smelly sneezing limping flea ridden ugly mess. I like a practical dog. A herder a smart border collie or kelpie that will obey orders and... Sign in to see full entry.

I can see something good about that day Currently you might see the world as a mess. I'm often guilty of this. If you read my earlier blogs and some yet to come I am happy to point out our faults as human beings. But let me tell you today what I really think. Allow me to set in concrete that the... Sign in to see full entry.

if tv and litigation continue. Let's start with litigation. I look around at playgrounds being torn down and rebuilt with protective coverings and flooring and sunshades so that a child couldn't possibly hurt itself and if it does it's parents can't sue because the builder of the playground took all... Sign in to see full entry.