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Thursday, April 19, 2012

OH GOD This feels SO wrong.

So theres this new thing im working on called “being vulnerable” Anyone heard of this? I ve heard its somewhat crucial to being a functional human being, but you know, rumors go around dont they? Seriously though, Im working on this. And its hard as hell. Trust, vulnerability, openness, boundaries.... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

WOW It's been SO long since I've been around...

Hey all, this is my first post in YEARS. In fact, I was surprised at just how long it's been. Im gonna catch you all up real quick. This is my last four years..... Left my abusive husband and moved back home to Canada with my two boys Put said husband in jail for assault when I allowed him to have... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Let's Talk About All the Dirty Things I Want To Do to You...

This exact phrase was said to me last night. Um? And let me just be clear that there wasn't any build up to this. We weren't talking about our days and then there was a lull in the conversation to which I said, so talk to me about something and then he replied with that.....No, that was pretty much... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Raw Hamburger Patty Is Hard to clean up

last weekend was bad. I'm dreading this one. Too much time for the four of us to spend together. last weekend he got mad. MAD. Threw a raw hamburger patty at the wall. DId you know that that shit adheres to the wall? So gross. Although now that I remember it was buffalo and not cow, maybe the cow... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 24, 2007

I Hate Journals....It's too Much Pressure

For my birthday I received a new journal. It's beautiful. Black Leather, nice sized page to write on. I love it. However the thought of writing in it is scaring me. I see it sitting there, taunting me, calling me a chicken. To me a journal is the place you hold nothing back, it's the safe zone. My... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I Changed The Name, Men, And Kids..........................................

All things that will be covered in this post. I figured since I have been so BAD about writing in my journal by hand, that maybe if I do it here it will have the same effect. i realize that then you all are privvy to things in my life you couldn't care less about, but hang on and let me see if I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007


As a girl, I thought I would marry a prince. I would have a beautiful dress, and he would be charming. My life definitely did not follow that script. I married too young, and too fucked up. The funny thing is, it was totally within my personality to do something like that. When I told my best friend... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Swinging? Ain't Just on the Playground Anymore.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Swinging is an interesting concept. Married couples trading partners. Weird. I' have watched many episodes of Real Sex and researched the swinging lifestyle. Couples who are in love and committed to one another in every aspect of a relationship, except for sex. They even have swinging conventions.... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, May 5, 2007


When two people who are as fucked up as my husband and I are are together bad things happen. We, and I know other people so it too, play a game of tit for tat. He hurts me so I hurt him, and vice versa. Don't do this. It isn't a fun game. Like I said outside the bedroom, no good comes of this.... Sign in to see full entry.

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