experiments versus results

A book i d want to someday be able to write: "The path i took to find me and other happy things..." Sign in to see full entry.

HE looks at her with those selfish glaring eyes. My skin crawls at the sight of him. How dare he go near her. She is such a beautiful, wonderful, innocent creature. But also vulnerable as she stands before me. I want to lock her up and hide her away. She knows not the dangers infront of her. I am... Sign in to see full entry.

'nothing is ever ever unsolvable' these are words i aspire to live by...as much as i can. of course its important to learn your role in the world and try to not repeat the mistakes of your past etc etc..but i also know that trying to find lasting joy and peace in anything outside yourself is futile,... Sign in to see full entry.

I really feel their unfinished lives. This is the link i think between them and me. This is why i was made. I picture in my mind their little treasure chest of pain. Whichhas not yet been fully lived out. And their creations which have not yet been made. Even though i am already there. So as i revel... Sign in to see full entry.

the girl who is incredibly lonely the girl who sees the world through sad lonesome eyes the girl who is desperate for another body to see her and to feel who her too.. the girl who is grown but only in a child like way the girl who is happy when she is lost in space the girl who is happy when she... Sign in to see full entry.

If breath were my food. I'd have it all the time. or at least more often than i pretend to. Happiness is nothing more than thinking ourselves into falsehood. And what is happy? Why should any of us feel this way. 'If i think, everything is lost!' Cezanne said. And if life is breath then isnt he... Sign in to see full entry.

been "mishandled", "mistreated", "misused" as non-adults diary 21st october. what have we been thinking about today. that from watching and observing the behaviour of "kelly anne" - it shows primarily that women who have suffered severe trauma, abuse or lack of stimulation as children tend to act... Sign in to see full entry.

thoughts for today. people say about cats, that you either love them or hate them. i do feel like i have a strong affinity with cats but its also the other way round. CAts either love me or hate me! recently i caused a certain cat called binbag or binnie such distress that i still do not know if she... Sign in to see full entry.

Isnt it funny how you can only really see whats real when you are in the sky. distance helps us gain perspective and clarity about ourselves and others. it is easy to be swallowed up in the black hole of other peoples opinions of us and false moral judgements. but living here on earth is anything... Sign in to see full entry.

vrisha, taurus:The moon's first quarter in Sagittarius at the start of the month encourages the heart chakra to activate. incorporate prayer, meditation and pranayama into your lifestyle - it will help you. Mid-month with the advent of the moon's last quarter in Gemini coming into your house you... Sign in to see full entry.