Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Screw up and going to Zapatas
Filed for an hour and a half and my desk doesn't look a bit neater. Sheesh I'm a little upset about that screw up but I know it won't happen again. Going to Zapata's with St Johns singles tonight. Once things get going with Anita, I'll probably stop going to singles groups, but for now...
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Monday, July 20, 2009
Not the end of the world and an excuse to call.
I've finally reached the point where I know it's not the end of the world if Anita doesn't go out with me. A big dissappointment, but not the end of the world. Ten minutes after I had that revelation, I looked at my cell phone and found out she had called yesterday. She didn't leave a message. It's...
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
Worth it? You bet
Anita is messing things up for me. I've been having a lot of fun these last few years dating different women, being footloose and fancy free and just having a good old time. Then I had to go fall in love with Anita. We're going to end up in a serious relationship and there go all the other women,...
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
A bit tired and going to the festival
A bit tired on a Saturday. My body doesn't realize it can sleep later on Saturdays, it wakes up early as though it has to go to work. Got an idea on the Anita situation. I sent her an email suggesting that we make tentative plans to go out but be ready to cancel them if needed. I'll probably see her...
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Competent Manager and not holding my breath
I messed up that case pretty badly, but Dorne was nice about correcting me. She's the most competent and professional manager I've ever worked with. Looks like I won't be seeing Anita this weekend. She said she would try to call but I'm not holding my breath. I'm glad to hear she's going out with a...
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
Jumpy Anita and being patient
Anita says she's going to let me know about going out this weekend. I have a feeling it's not about her schedule, I think she's nervous about the idea of going out with me. I'm guessing maybe she hasn't dated for a while and she's a little jumpy about getting back into it. If that's the case, it...
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Less jealous and an Abraham Thing
Mr Salako spent some more time hanging around Anita's office but I was much less jealous today. I guess I finally convinced myself that it was stupid to be jealous. I told myself that yesterday but I didn't believe me. Sheesh three years ago I was lying in a hospital bed trying to decide whether to...
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Irrational Jealosy
I can't believe how jealous I felt when i saw Mr Salako talking with Anita today. It was completely irrational. On the one hand it reminded me how crazy I am about Anita. But on the other hand, it made me feel like I was insecure. Oh well I guess that's a big part of life, dealing with our emotions...
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Monday, July 13, 2009
A little sick and getting closer
Still feeling a little sick, but I made it through the day. Lisa wants to see me tonight, but I feel I have to go to the gym. I could do both but that may be more than I can handle tonight. I sense I'm getting closer with Anita but that may just be irrational optimism.
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
Accompliishing Nothing and Going to the Gym
Getting ready to go to the gym with Melanie. Gotta exercise to deal with the depression. Abraham says you don't need to exercise but I haven't grown to the point where I fully believe that so it's off to the gym I go. Starting to feel frustrated about the Anita situation again. I was doing better...
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