Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Almost going home and heavy duty conversation
I was okay when I got to work this morning and I'm okay now but in between, it was a bit rough. Thought about going home but I decided to tough it out Great conversation with Anita today about our family histories. She had to deal with a lot of abuse. It's amazing she turned out to be a warm caring...
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Monday, August 17, 2009
Later shift maybe and the county fair.
Got called to personnel again today. They wanted to talk about the way I dress. Something good came out of it though, maybe. I told them it would be easier for me to look good if I could work 9-5:30 instead of 8:30-5. They didn't promise me anything but it could happen. County Fair was fun on...
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Friday, August 14, 2009
Official Reprimand and Nice Roommate
Well I've been given an official reprimand. I can't complain, it was accurate but I'm not sure I see what it accomplished I made a mistake, I learned from it, I won't make it again. That would be true with or without the reprimand. Got a chance to talk a little more than usual with Anita today. She...
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
Struggling through and the county fair
Ran out of gas around 4:00, get off at five. I struggled through though. I wasn't fussed at as much today. I knew it would subside soon. Going to the county fair with Lisa. I'd rather be going with Anita but oh well. Made her laugh a few times today, I guess that's all I'm going to get for now. She...
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
New Stomach and shoulder and Being more assertive
I'm worn out. I've been thinking of staying late to catch up but I'm always too tired. Probably just as well, I shouldn't be giving my services away anyway. Anita was feeling better today. Yesterday she had an upset stomach and a sore shoulder. I offered to buy her a new stomach and shoulder, but...
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Out on disability and a pretty good car.
It's gotten to the point where I have to admit that my health is hindering my work more than I realize. If it doesn't improve soon, I may have to go out on disability. The paxil seems to be working so far but it's too soon to tell for sure. I probably would have been fired by now if I worked for a...
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Applying for Disability and Slowing Down on Anita
Had trouble sleeping last night, feeling it now. The other symptoms of depression seem to be gone though, which means I'll be going back to work Monday after being out two weeks. I'm thinking about applying for disability. I hate to even think about it, but I can't go on like this. Looks like Anita...
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Friday, August 7, 2009
Four days in the hospital and car shopping
Two weeks with depression, four days in the hospital against my will. I had know idea they could put you in the hospital against your will unless they were pretty sure you were going to kill somebody. I wasn't going to kill anybody, not even myself. I'm considering legal action against the hospital...
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Thursday, July 23, 2009
Great and Special
Going to Delaware to see Mom this weekend. Gonna go Friday night, that way I'll have two nights there. Easier that way. Lisa's going with me. After this summer she probably won't be going anymore. I can't imagine dating both her and Anita for very long. Lisa's great, but Anita's special.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Dinner with Saint Johns and Too sweet for Hershey
I'm worn out. It's been like this everyday at the end of the day lately. Maybe I'm working too hard. Dinner with St John's singles last night was fun, but basically I'm killing time untlil I start dating Anita. They have a dance Friday which I'll probably go to. Anita's going to Hershey this...
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