Saturday, September 5, 2009
Messy Room and resuming my pursuit
That's a bit frustrating.Spent about 45 minutes on my bedroom and it's still a big mess. One step at a time I guess. Left a couple of messages for Anita but she won't call, she never does. Guess I'll have to wait til Tuesday to resume my pursuit.
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Friday, September 4, 2009
That was Strange
That was strange. Finally felt well enough to go to work today. I got there and couldn't find my key card. No problem, there were plenty of people who could let me in. Either folks who were already there or other people coming in at 8:30. I peered into the window but I couldn't see anyone. Oh well I...
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
Kinda Sorta Maybe doing better
I'm doing a bit better and I think kinda sorta maybe I'll be able to make it in to work tomorrow. People will Think I'm crazy taking the whole week of but Friday, but I won't get paid if I don't go and I'll miss seeing Anita and all the other nice people there. I was never admitted to the hospital....
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Monday, August 31, 2009
Figuring Out How to Help Me
Headed to the hospital in a bit. Gonna be there a few days I reckon. This bout with depression has lasted longer than usual so that's why I'm headed for the psych ward. (That and the food is good, believe it or not.) I'd gladly stay there a month if it would help them figure out how to help me.
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Out on disability and more sure about Anita
After thinking about it some more, I'm 90 percent sure I'm going to apply for disability or at least look into it. I simply can't do my job with my health the way it is now. Even when I'm there I make mistakes because I'm not able to concentrate. Gotta take some time off and start over when my...
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Friday, August 28, 2009
Sending me to Finland
Boy I was too sick to even do a journal entry yesterday. I've also been too sick to get the medical tests done and then I couldn't find the paperwork. I can do it tomorrow. They need to send me to Finland or someplace to study me. I don't know anyone else who's perfectly fine for two weeks, Then be...
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Ordering medical tests
Well Dr Zhang has ordered some medical tests since there seems to be no reason that either of us could tell why I get sick and why I get better. Maybe these tests will give us a clue.
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Friday, August 21, 2009
Rough Day and Not Embarassed
Another rough day, but not as rough as some of the days earlier in the week and last week. It's slowly getting better. Anita says she wasn't embarrassed by my compliments. It's a good thing I don't know if I could hold back. She's going to D.C. tomorrow and Lancaster Sunday so I probably won't even...
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
Easier at Work and Maybe Embarrassing Anita
Things are getting easier at work. With all the help I've gotten and the fact that I've been here and mostly felt well, I think the worst is over, as long as I stay healthy. I'm afraid I may have embarassed Anita. I paid her some big time compliments today and I'm afraid they may have made her...
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Sort of Rough and Seeing my Psychiatrist
It's been sort of rough. Stayed a little bit late to catch up a little but I ran out of steam after about 20 minutes. I'll keep doing it on days I have the time and energy. I'm not big on working without pay but if it makes my life easier.... Nothing special happened with Anita today except that she...
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