Jeff's Journal

Feeling durn good today. Still having to take the sleeping medication but at least it's working. Just went for a swim. Swimming usually helps my sleep. Very nice evening with Meagan's parents and nephew last night. Bowling and dinner. Got a chance to tell Meagan's parents how special she is too me.... Sign in to see full entry.

feeling much better today. Took one trazodone and one lorazapam last night and that did the trick. I feel kind of stupid though. That combination has worked every time I've tried it but for some reason I went away from it. For a smart guy, I can be pretty dumb sometimes. Went grocery shopping at Wal... Sign in to see full entry.

woke up too early couldn't get back to sleep. Wasn't up to going to class. I know these sleep problems will be resolved but it's a real pain right now. Sign in to see full entry.

Kind of tired even though I slept okay last night. Was an umpire meeting tonight but I wasn't quite up to going. Made it to class though. Progress was made in the tax and credit card situations today, just a matter of waiting on those. Getting ready to cancel medicare so my other insurance will pay... Sign in to see full entry.

Still having sleep issues. Frustrating. Couldn't sleep this morning so I went for a swim. Was able to sleep for awhile afterwords but still tired. I think I'm on my way to solving the problem though. Making progress on the tax thing. After about 99 phone calls I finally talked to someone who could... Sign in to see full entry.

Had my tax hearing today. As I suspected it was just a mistake. When I withdrew my 401K they didn't put the code in to say I was disabled. So I can get it straighened out but it will be a hassle. Feeling pretty tired still having some trouble sleeping. Just gotta find the right combination of... Sign in to see full entry.

got a letter from Senator Cardins office. Turns out they couldn't get medicare to pay for my vasectomy. So I'm going to have to cancel medicare so united healthcare can pay for it and then uncancel medicare. Very Stupid. I had been thinking about it for awhile but I finally pulled the trigger.... Sign in to see full entry.

kind of tired today, had some trouble going to sleep last night. Could be because I went to the gym in the evening though I didn't do very much. Changing my approach to exercise, shorter workouts. I think getting regular exercise is the most important thing, I don't think I have to do that much.... Sign in to see full entry.

Saw both Suzanne and Dr Zhang today so I should be in good shape. Good session with Suzanne (my counselor) I've been seeing her for seven years now. Sometimes it's very helpful, sometimes it's a little helpful, sometimes it's not helpful at all. Overall though I have definitely benefitted from... Sign in to see full entry.

a little tired today, I think the sleeping medication I took last night was a bit too strong. Other than that I am doing well. I can feel in interest in things like school and writing coming back, even though I am not taking antidepressants, or maybe because I'm not on the Looks like I'll probably... Sign in to see full entry.