Sunday, October 4, 2009
Stop Talking or Start Lying
Mom's either going to have to stay out of my business or I'm either going to stop talking to her or start lying to her
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Friday, October 2, 2009
Maybe an Illusion
Last night, I thought I might make it to work today. Uh no. Relapse. Two full weeks now. Feeling a bit better now but I'll have to wait and see. It might be an illusion.
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Kinda Sorta Maybe Getting Better
I think maybe I'm kinda sorta feeling a little better. I've said that before and fallen back. But this time it's about the same length as the last one. And I think it had something to to with the transition from summer to fall. So maybe I am better. Two weeks off work, I'll get paid for two days at...
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Flip a Coin?
I don't know what to do. I don't feel that bad that I need to go to the hospital. On the other hand I don't seem to be doing any better so maybe I should go to the hospital. Maybe I should flip a coin
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Feeling a bit better, hearing from Anita and Steve
I almost went to the hospital but I'm doing a bit better now. May even make it to work tomorrow. Famous last words. I was thrilled to get an email from Anita. 'Bout all she did was apologize for not answering my emails, but still it was great to hear from her Speakng of people it's great to hear...
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
A dandy weekend and on the bordarline
Well it's been a dandy weekend, even though I'm still not feeling great. Spent time with Melanie yesterday afternoon, Gloie yesterday evening. I'm blessed with so many wonderful friends I can hardly stand it. Planning on going to work tomorrow but it looks a bit shaky right now. I'm right on the...
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Thursday, September 24, 2009
A Bit Better and Not Ready Yet
I'm doing a bit better than yesterday. May make it to work tomorrow but it's kind of unpredictable so it's hard to tell. Gloie says Anita isn't interested in going out with me. She's the only friend I have that would be that honest. (Although Melanie said basically the same thing in a less direct...
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Tricky Depression and New Strategy with Anita.
Well so much for the mini-depression. It tricked me went mostly away for awhile then came back. It's okay though. This is a good week to miss, I'll be closer to retirement by the time I get back. Wrote an email to Anita suggesting we put aside going out together for now and just get to know each...
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Monday, September 21, 2009
Mini-depression
Well this is a new one. The depression hits me for one day and I"m almost well again. I think knowing that I'm probably going to retire has reduced the stress.
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
Another Fish and 99 Hours
I keep reminding myself that there are other fish in the sea besides Anita. None of them is as tasty as Anita, but some are still pretty good. Cindy M is a good example. Being as how she was married the first ten years I knew, it's sort of hard to see her as single now. I have a feeling she has a...
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