Friday, September 18, 2009
Darn excited
November 1 That's the day I retire. Maybe They have to approve me first. Nobody seems to think that will be a problem. As Ms. Conway said they'll be glad to get rid of my salary. After having mixed feelings at first, now I'm darn excited. I was my dream to retire young. Not under these circumstances...
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Two Reasons for Patience
Actually got some work done today. I can be pretty productive when I'm well. Dr Zhang may be filling out forms even as I write. That would be cool. I have to be patient though, I'll drive myself crezy if I'm not. Retirement and Anita. Two things I have to be patient about.
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Missing papers and looking forward to retirement
Dr Zhang didn't have time to fill out the forms last night so now I have to wait for them to call me. I'm now looking forward to retiring after being ambivilent about it at first. Strange as it may sound, I'm sort of hoping to get sick between now and the time I retire because it would knock a week...
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Really on our Way
We're underway. Gave some paperwork to Ms Kennedy today, she gave me some to fill out and take back and some for Dr Zhang to fill out. I happen to see Dr Zhang tonight. Is that a stroke of luck or what? If Dr Zhang has to to fill out the papers tonight, I can bring them back to Ms Kennedy tomorrow...
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Monday, September 14, 2009
Disability Application
So I go to see Ms Kennedy tomorrow to pick up my disability application. Uncle Berkley says I should apply to social security first, then get a lawyer if I'm turned down. (He's a lawyer). I'm excited about all the free time I'm going to have, although if things continue the way they have been, I'll...
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Getting more comfy and wonderful free time.
Getting more comfortable with the idea of retiring on disability. The free time will be wonderful! Also getting more comfy with the Anita situation. I believe we will go out together and go on to have a fabulous relationship. But if we don't, well it would be disappointing but it wouldn't ruin my...
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Friday, September 11, 2009
90 percent sure
Well I'm about 90 percent sure I'm going to retire on disability. Everyone I've talked to seems to think it's the best option for me. That helps a lot because I think I'm too close to the situation and I need outside input
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
An okay day and a nice email
An okay day. Reminded me of the Harborview days, ten times the things to do that I can do. That's temporary though, or at least it will be if I stay healthy. Healthy or not though all I can do is the best I can. Got a nice email from Aunt Fran. She's my favorite family member and she's not even a...
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Thrilled and No Pressure
Kirsten and Anita both seemed thrilled by their gifts. With all of my work they've done due to my illnesses just saying thank you didn't seem to be enough. Getting crazier and crazier about Anita. Gotta be patient though, don't want to pressure her.
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Disability Retirement
It looks like I'm probably going to go out on disability. I finally had to admit that I can't do my job because of my depression. Days like today when I feel great I can do it but most of the time no. Even when I"m at work sometimes I'm not feeling well and can't concentrate
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