Thursday, October 29, 2009
May or May Not
Finally doing a bit better. Looks like I'll make it to work tomorrow for what may or may not be my last day. There should be no question but there is. I left a message for Ms Kennedy in personnel.
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Rising to the Occasion
I was doing better this morning, then I was doing worse, now I'm doing better but not as well as this morning. I supposed to retire Friday maybe so I'd better try hard to get to work the next couple days. I don't even know if my retirements been approved. If it has I'll have more paperwork to do so...
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Social Security and Feathers
Gloie gave me the bright idea to call personnel to see if my disability has been approved if i can't make it in to work. Duh! That's one of the things this disease does keeps me from thinking clearly Got my first email from the folks who are supposed to help me get SSA. Looks pretty good so far. If...
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Missing church and anybody's guess
I couldn't even make it to church this morning. All I had to do was drive ten minutes and sit in a chair but I wasn't up to it. Sheesh. Doing a bit better now. Work tomorrow is anybody's guess. I'll try hard to make it at least part of the day since it's supposed to be my last week and I want to...
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Facebook and One Last Week
I've been having a good 'ol time on Facebook. One can get hooked and spend too much time, but basically I think it's a good use of time--'cause it's fun! This depression is the most unpredictable thing I've ever dealt with. A few hours ago, I could barely get out of bed. Now I'm a lot better though...
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
More Frequent and Longer Lasting
These bouts with depression are getting more frequent and lasting longer. Maybe it's the cooler weather. Ms Hamlin was none too happy when I called her this morning. It's understandable since she has to do my work. I've never heard her sound so stressed out. I think I'll take a shot at going back...
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Worn out, no news and awfully cute
I'm worn out. I don't know whether it's the depression or just working hard or both. Still no news on the retirement situation. Some folks at work seem to think I might get turned down, but I don't think so. If they look at the doctor's report, my attendance record, my evaluations it's abundantely...
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Turn me down-definitely not maybe
Well I'm kinda sorta tired. Didn't really think I worked that hard. No word on retirement yet. They're cutting it kind of close. only ten more days til the day I'm supposed to retire. I can't believe they would even think about turning me down but they've done dumber things. I wonder if there's an...
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Back to work and Seven Years
Finally made it back to work after being out exactly a month. Ms Hamlin seems to think my retirement may not be approved. I can't imagine. It's clear to everyone that I'm too sick to do the job. I'm sure they've had other people with depression retire on disability. If they don't approve it I guess...
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
The full two weeks?
It's back to the saltmines tomorrow for two more weeks assuming nothing's changed. I'm sorta hoping I got a quick approval and they'll let me retire a little earlier than planned. If I have to work the whole two weeks well that's still not very long. On the other hand, there's really no point in my...
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