J. M. Osejo's Poetry for the insane

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I have had tookdojnew much 2 drindjdlkfk drink./,/.,/.

I have had too csds fvf much to drink too much vdb df because I know what is right I know what is wrong and one feeling beats the other in a landslide i cannjkni t type I dont fel; die feel anything what's haakd ppening too me whtuasatsd s going on? Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

The blessing of knowing

The blessing of knowing I was invited into this world that hates me back...and I know why The air fills my lungs, and sustains my life only to be susceptible to plague and disease... and I know why My cells reproduce and replenish but they'll stop, and I'll die... and I know why I laugh, rejoice,... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Mind shut...eyes closed

Mind shut...eyes closed You know it...I know it Everybody knows it So why can't anybody SEE it? Can you not feel the heat? Can you not feel the cold? Have you not any feeling in your fingertips Can you not hear the voice? Can you not hear the voice inside your head? It's yelling your name! Violently... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 6, 2007

I have to cross reference my life in the Dictionary of life

Dictionary of life, Looks up my pain, "misery" "inhibitions" "worries" "depression" "happiness" nouns, verbs, adjectives, describe my fate with terminology placing my life as the last letter in that "alphabet of life". Will it be logical? Will it rhyme? Will it be monotonous? Will it make sense?... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

I'm starting to feel the shakes...

I'm starting to feel the shakes... because "you know what" has taken over my soul. I'm nervous because it had been so long since I made a decision, consciously, fully alert. I breathe better, I understand things more clearer, but my heart pounds stronger within my chest trying to come out I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

My conscience came to visit me, the other day... finally.

I was visited by my conscience the other day it had been a long time, a year ago today. He told me how much he missed me, my company, how he had searched and called, to advise me on something. He said he had a lot to tell me, how he had heard stories, and that he was worried that I had forgotten to... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 3, 2007

Emptiness

Emptiness I close my eyes tight and still see the unforgivable I take my anti-inflammatory pain relieving psychosomatic stress relieving medication... and I get a splinter I am fighting a lost cause, they say, so I cause a fight to make it worth it Walking the 'plank" of life seems to be the way... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, August 31, 2007

A monsoon of guilt; my devil laughs; my angel cries.

A monsoon of guilt and fear sets in in the past I would'nt have noticed until the demons called for sin "turn a blind eye", my devil says "turn to the future" my angel cries. Who will win the battle and to whom will I listen the sadness laughs in my face and the hate glistens the manipulative grabs... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

The number on her door... yikes!

555 the number on her door and inches between me and my future and embraces and moods of heaven …yelled and mountains …quavered of fear Resistant the door was to sound and breathe. A bell of fury and ring of knighthood floated on air with suspense and surprise Windows opened and shadows appeared…... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Unwanted heart of stone

I decant my passion and feelings, from a teacup and my anguish is backing up. I am fatigued. I am tired. I am stressed. And I am in love with you. There is no explanation for my feelings, although I try to fight them. I struggle everyday with this, because it’s harmful to everybody around me… I am... Sign in to see full entry.

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