The Dating Game

I laid there starring up above me, watching glimmering lights from the traffic going past reflecting off the white ceiling. I was trying to think of new ways to write...try to capture attention of more people to read what I had to say. I started this blog off with a theme....which was to inform or... Sign in to see full entry.

Ok....so the "easy" button was a little far fetched. I just needed one day to get my wits about me and basically re-group to get a plan together. I laid in his arms for about two hours watching him sleep. My mind going about a thousand miles per hour thinking of ways to earn money or to sell... Sign in to see full entry.

If there was anytime that I needed an "easy" button the time would be now. Why do I stress about things.....Unfortunately, I wait things out to the last minute, when things get to their worst. For instance, did I see my money situation getting worse...yes, did I do anything about it....I tried, but... Sign in to see full entry.

Just when I think my luck is changing...with my love life anyway....I get a road block in the path. "B" loves me, unfortunately I have found out a flaw in this perfect relationship that I have with him, but, I am willing to over look it because I don't think it is a big flaw, it's just that I don't... Sign in to see full entry.

Isn't it amazing how something triggers our memory of a memorable moment in our lives? A song, a smell, a sound.....or even a voice. For instance.... my son brought home his books from school today...the smell of an old text book brought back memories of walking through the hall in high school and... Sign in to see full entry.

If life wasn't hectic enough.....let's throw in the first day of school and do things at the last minute. I have taken pride in caring for my children and take care of arranging and organizing things for them for the school year. Just when I think I can let them be responsible and let them take care... Sign in to see full entry.

I knew it wasn't going to be easy, but I never knew that I was going to be in a constant struggle to make ends meet. I have a good job and sure I have child support coming in, but I still cannot figure out where all my money goes....my worst fear is that I am going to have to get a second job just... Sign in to see full entry.

Can you hear it????....it's the sound of kids going back to school and I get somewhat of my sanity back. No more phone calls at work from my son saying...."Mom.....my sister think she's the boss".....or "MOOOOOOOM....my sister is being mean to me".....aaaahhhh the sweet sound of silence during the... Sign in to see full entry.

I admit it...I'm a romantic...I can watch chick flicks over and over....cry at the same sentimental moment a dozen times...and think to myself...I wish I had a guy like that...sigh. I cannot even tell you how many times I have watched "Sleepless In Seattle" and wished that when I placed my hand... Sign in to see full entry.

As a young girl I had always dreamed of finding my "prince charming"....ok...so the first one stayed a frog, but the second one.....well, I think you know the story. When I fell in love with my "ex", I had thought for sure that he was "it". Looking back on it....everything was wrong and I should... Sign in to see full entry.