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Thursday, September 25, 2014

dear gandolf,

well it is all over in many ways and a new beginning in many ways. what got me through the surprise and shock was the encouragement and love of my friends and family. and my friends that i have never met on blogit. yesterday was my best friends birthday and i took the day off to celebrate with her.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2014

what a difference a day can make,

yesterday richard called to say he wanted to pick up some more stuff so at 9am here he is this morning. me riding the mower around and weeding my garden while he sorts through the tools he wants........ finally at noon he is done and heading out. with his usual take care, i told him the same, then... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 21, 2014

limbo

well here i sit waiting, waiting for the final divorce papers, still waiting for the new air conditioning, there are a million things i need to do, but i cannot do them until i have my divorce papers in hand. 50 years in the making and less than 2 months to void it all. we are people that like... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 14, 2014

strange

cct's story about a strange woman in there town and her bike ride down a hill without brakes and ending up in the ditch brought back a memory of a bike ride i took. it was back when we were living in denver colorado, lakewood to be exact. i was attending the community college of denver and it was in... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 7, 2014

i am not your local walmart and back to work

first i will tell you happy news, i am back to working. staying with my elderly neighbor, all the doors are locked and he does not have keys. it felt so good to get back to work, my neighbor is not doing well and we may not have her much longer. i told the family i thought it best not to tell her... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 4, 2014

dear gandolf,

it seems like years since my last letter to you instead of just a couple of weeks. so much has happened and so many emotions felt. so many thoughts and tears. so much turbulence and turmoil. but not to worry, because each day is a little brighter, each thought is a little clearer and brighter and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, September 3, 2014

a new day,

tomorrow i go to the dentist, forget i cant afford it, and friday i go to my first counseling session. i have to take care of myself to take care of myself, lol. after the va made the appointment i almost canceled because i thought i can get through this with out, then i thought, no jean, take all... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 2, 2014

a day to forget

its been a bumpy ride these last couple of weeks. i decided to work to keep my home and went to an attorney. when i told him i wanted to stay in my home he told me no judge in his right mind is going to displace a 70 year old woman with a fifty one year marriage. but with the home comes the debt.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2014

dear gandolf, your advice and understanding mean more to me than you will ever know. yes i go from misery to a feeling of relief, then to a feeling of anger, and then onto a feeling of charity. and back and forth. now i am just resolved to get this all done and over with. i want what the state says... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2014

dear gandolf, i do hope i do not wear you out with my problems and that you do not weary of reading my letters as you are the only one i can talk to right now without totally breaking down. as i am typing this my hands are shaking and my emotions are getting the best of me. my good nature is my... Sign in to see full entry.

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we gather information through our senses and through our experiences, then we form our beliefs and values. i am an open book, still being written, and i am open to learning and to changing. hope some of you will take this journey with me and comment like there is no tomorrow.

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