Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Interoffice Emails
I work at a trade school where one of our training areas is Culinary Arts. The following email came through from the Culinary Arts instructor: We seem to have some wandering bus tubs (the bus tubs are black or grey) and service carts. If you have either one of these items in your areas, please...
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Rough Times :(
well, we have started trying to negotiate... and it isn't pretty. He can be a pretty decent guy until you start talking money, then he gets nasty, tight, stingy, unwavering. He doesn't think he should have to pay child support. We are sharing custody, so he doesn't see why he should pay, but he...
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Thursday, April 3, 2008
"I Told You So"
Close friends and family are saying, "I'm seeing the person I once knew and loved again." Others have commented, "She seems so happy." There is a noticable change in my disposition. I feel lighter, as if (hate to use the cliche, but...) a ton of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I know the...
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Rebirth
A fellow blogger used this term in a comment to my last post. Yes, that is it exactly: Rebirth, a breath of fresh air, energized, lightened load. And in the middle of it all, yes I am dealing with the grief as I would a death. But I feel ligther, freer. Even my friends have noticed. I know it has...
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
Cold and Distant
I guess this is all normal... but now he won't hardly communicate with me - he is very vague and secretive. I am feeling some lost and confusing feelings, but one thing is for sure - I don't miss him being around. I feel at peace (lost and confused, but at peace).
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
"Don't You Hate This"
Today, stbx dropped kids off and we made arrangments for Easter. He started to leave and then paused. "Don't you hate this, making all these arrangements without each other?" I said, "Don't ask questions you may not want to hear the answers to." I wasn't meaning to be cruel... but I have actually...
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The Boys Came Home
I went to my counseling session yesterday and on my way home my 9-year old called and wanted to come home. So I went by the stbx's house, visited for a bit and the boys came home with me. It was amazing to have them home. I did feel for stbx, cause I knew the lonliness he was experiencing with the...
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Monday, March 17, 2008
That one was tough
The boys came by tonight. It was great to see them. The younger one was going to stay with me, but he wanted to go to his dad's. That was tough, but I know those things are going to happen - to both of us. it was just so hard, cause he has always been a mama's boy. He thinks this is fun and a boys...
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
He is moved out . . .
and the kids ae staying the night with him. I am home alone - it feels a little panicky. I am scared... but resolute in my decision. I don't know what to do first. I am off this week and the kids are still in school, as is he. So I have some time off - don't know what I should do with my time.
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
We told the kids tonight
This isn't any fun. The five-year old doesn't get any of it. But my nine-year-old is not liking it one bit. Soon to be x moves out tomorrow. The kids are going to spend the night with him. Son is asking some really tough questions. Who wanted this? How long is this going to be? So if this is a...
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