Thursday, May 10, 2007
B*** you have hurt me enough, give me my divorce!!!
Sometimes I can't believe that I care if you live or die. After all those years of abuse and you still want to drag out the torture. Why can't you let me have the divorce? Are you afraid you won't be able to quickly find a replacement to abuse?? Or is it that you had me so well trained that I hid in...
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Monday, April 30, 2007
Are you or someone you know being abused please help yourself or them
Abusers count on the fact that most victims are insecure, terrified and ashamed. They don't tell anyone what they are going through. Often they are convinced that it is their fault that they are being abused. In my case I was embarrassed that I had married this man in the first place. Of course the...
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
Tonight I can go to sleep and not be afraid
I finally finished moving out of the rental house that I have been living in since I decided to move out of the marital residence. I told the judge that I wanted to move out of the house, I have nothing but fear in that house. Well that isn't exactly true I also have pain. I have never recovered...
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
Are you tired of being kicked like a dog by your spouse???
At night when I would lay down I couldn't fall asleep. My mind would be spinning around and around. There was nothing comfortable to focus on. Every thought that would pop into my head was connected to fear. I was afraid of dying. I was afraid of what he would do the next time he had to choose...
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
Fear of making a fatal mistake...
It feels so comfortable sitting down at my computer and writing. For the first time in years I don't have to worry about someone stealing my password, my blogs, or my poetry. I often wonder how an adult decides to violate their spouses privacy and snoop. It seems to be a very low form of behavior....
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Finally got smart and filed for divorce
I haven't been able to blog for quite awhile, my ex stole the computer. He took it to his boyfriend's favorite computer store to have all of my data stolen off of it. It was quite easy to figure out what happened, he left the invoice written in his handwriting on the bar in the kitchen. I also...
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