This Life

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

Hey you, My Angel...

Hey Angel, can you stay for a while longer? There's no need to fly away, everything will be ok. Talk to me. I can hear it in your voice, the pain, the hurt, the shame. Tears that fall like rain, it seems insane, it seems like a game I know, but talk to me! Sweet dreams will come again and you will... Sign in to see full entry.

The Darker Side of Me

The darker side of me begs for attention, attention that I don't want to give; the darker side of me that makes me lie and hurt; this darkness won't leave me alone! Her face belongs to an Angel but her little black soul belongs to Satan! It's her face that mocks me in my sleep; the darker half of... Sign in to see full entry.

Dreams...

what's in a dream? how do you dream? I sleep in the clouds and dream in the sky. I dream of happiness, life without pain. I'm constantly reminiscing on what are the meanings of my dreams. my dreams are beyond an ordinary dream. in my dreams I have already been here and there; I feel like I'm trapped... Sign in to see full entry.

He loves her

he looked in her eyes and got lost in her depth. a glance into the future and a revealing of secrets kept. "please help I don't know what to do", she says, so he wraps his arms around her and says it's ok now, I am here with you. as darkness consumed him, light filled his eyes, and he is proud to of... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Whatever makes You happy

go head and make me sad, it's ok if it makes You happy. rip my heart out and stomp on it, it's ok if it makes You happy. pour salt inside these wounds and I will lick them clean if it makes You happy. burn the photos, forget about me and I will forget about me too, if it makes You happy. I'm sorry... Sign in to see full entry.

shame

shame only causes self-rejection and sometimes even self-hatred. in extreme cases, it can develop into self-abuse and self-mutilation. I have met people in my life who have shown me scars on their bodies from cutting, burning, or biting themselves, as well as bruises from them beating or hitting... Sign in to see full entry.

Living with Guilt

What is guilt? How does it feel? Guilt is a heaviness, an unbearable burden that depresses the spirit. I have felt guilty as long as I can remember! Guilt is my constant companion. It makes everything seem dark and heavy. It makes me feel tired and weary. It draws my energy and saps the strength I... Sign in to see full entry.

Fireworks!

Fireworks light the sky; a white sky bomb fizzes on a black line. Fireworks softly break apart and flake away where darkness on a svelte hiss swallows them. We should celebrate today with honor and believe in peace and unity. Happy Fourth everyone! Remember, liberty holds you in her heart and never... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

going through

her problem is that although she often makes some progress towards emotional healing, she always gives up under pressure. now she's determined to see the process through to complete victory. it's always much harder to finish than it is to start. there really are no "quick-fix" methods to emotional... Sign in to see full entry.

should I keep breathing or just die?...

She's angry. She's falling apart and acts like she doesn't care. She's going down a dangerous road. She doesn't believe in much anymore. Just keep breathing...Her life is darkened shadow. Her mind is drifty. The devil attacks her and her life and her heart and stabs and stabs. Just take a knife and... Sign in to see full entry.

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