Saturday, May 21, 2005
Addict
Such pity, such waste, A friend reeled in By such things That alters the state Creates a fictional place Takes her Makes her Breaks her But there, she finds it safe. She hates it, however, Isn’t that funny But the high She can’t replace The whole is large Much emptiness inside She prefers to Live...
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
Closure
Ok…It’s time to settle it Cease the whining Through pen and paper Revealing complicated Expressions of the heart Revelations of A broken soul Of a path deviated To all but you The source of inspiration Antidote for my depression You who hold the cure The hope The answers to my questions My fate hung...
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The Disease
Interesting illness I bare Like that of having multiple personalities But aware of them all Trapped in a mind divided So many different ways of thought Various abilities Not one consistent A thing long enough sought. Living afloat in observation of all I do To an extreme critical Frenzy paranoia for...
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Saturday, May 7, 2005
Misconception Blues
More poetic expressions Last minute thoughts… Needy of wording hurriedly Before I lose consciousness Die from a heart-attack caused, Self-inflicted. My vision blurs, The clock ticks and tocks… I must quickly relate the facts! Clear a misconception, Grave thinking That pisses me off! Having to strap...
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Intuition Numbs
Love I seek...seek in vain. Or so it seems Earned the merit out of horrid experience Witnessing wherever I went Its perfect scheme. Cruelly defying, Tearing at seams. Wearing well the masquerade, It barely shows... Unless you too, Have the gift, Or better phrased, Curse of intuition! That rips at...
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Friday, May 6, 2005
My Own Enemy
Such indecision...not the kind you’d like. I know what I want, made up my mind. But the kind that envelops fear Fear of not savoring success my dear! Then really messing up Ending in a vegetative state... Better be kept long enough Tied to the hospital bed For then, I wouldn’t know, How to endure...
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Suicide
Here surprisingly so Another one of those Raged outburst attacks. Shall we call it that? Or chemical imbalance, Manic-depressive episode perhaps? Short circuit of the mind Leaving me neurotic at last. Yes, you might think it, I know. Worse, what my intuition tells, How horrid! Mother thinks me...
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Saturday, April 30, 2005
Another therapeutic poem...
Angry Let me explain… It compares somewhat, With the violent suction, Devastating result, Of a category five, Tornado, hurricane, Catastrophic phenomena of that sort. In such short moments, Caught in the right conditions. The ambience inviting, Toying, welcoming it. Playing tug a war, Yanking at...
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Friday, April 29, 2005
Simple Conception
Simple Conception Love to me perceives realities, Lives through things unpleasant, Found true at the existing of an emotion, So profoundly peaceful, Knowing mutually there are no worries, no fears, no time, Connected in knowing love to be unconditional. I have flaws. Do wrongs too I shouldn’t do....
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
For My Secret Crush...
Secret Admirer Just a verse, Written for words are easiest conveyed, In paper or particularly in this case, An email to be read and erased. And what harm, risk do I take? Saying bravely here, What I’d quietly fake. Respectfully so, I humbly confess, I find you enchanting, Delightful to taste! And...
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