Thursday, August 31, 2006
Rendering
Butchered at heart Here, standing still, I forsake the pain that wraps around my core. Cuffed to the floor Blinded by a saint A saintly masquerade, worn well, pretending while it feeds on its prey. A masquerade shelters the intent Cold hideous state Self-absorbed, the world their world, their ways....
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
IRONIES
Irony after irony, I welcome in. Adjusted, re-adjusted, tightened, loosened, broken Fluctuations of the heart in process, calm stability at stake A confused state, swallows my ability to reason, stretch the day enough without the conscious thought of the changing season’s. Caught in-between lanes,...
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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
FORBIDDEN SONG
There goes the heart beating to a foreign rhythm, drowning in a hopeless sea of dreams gathering memories savored, in-between one another There goes the heart defying the momentum, shredding reality into pieces pieces of uncertainty, a never-ending torment There goes the heart again with false...
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Monday, August 28, 2006
I Sympathize
I am The ghost haunting your reality The breeze that brushes, the hands that touches Inside the realms of your mind And I find that you know me But deny the existence, The possibilities choose to defy Does it scare you? Your reflection? Is it nerving? Transparent before my eyes Predictably...
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Friday, August 25, 2006
STEPPED AND STEPPED
Like a thousand bricks Falling on my feet You step, and step on me. Like an orphan child, A cancelled flight, You turn your back, You turn your back! Let’s applaud the actor please! He’s good, he’s good, At lies and deceit. Poor little me! My hollow heart Bled out The little love it had. What more...
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
The Blackest Black
Crimson red the color I tango with at night Then the SWITCH! The blackest black catches the eye And I swing around in delight, coveted dark Coveted seems to be a neccesity To hide the inside part that's best quieted Quieted Quieted to the extent of losing grasp of what is uttered, and what is not...
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Closed Casket
Civil hostility wraps around, the face contorted, guarded What is “said” and what is “read” are like Black and White for the intuitive eye Cutting with the sharpness of a knife through the yearning heart, hope departs Yearning Yearning to believe this 50 th time around, but the broken is broken...
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
The Anesthetic
Sentiments simmer, ignite the inside part anesthetically dormant Monotony the anesthetic, the silent killer quieting the song that once set the rhythm The rhythm silenced, numbed Memory’s blurred in the freezer of the heart, coming apart Dissolved Sentiments simmer, ignite the inside part while...
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Monday, August 21, 2006
ASHES
Desperation rises, tightens its grip. A sort of affixation slowly overcomes me Rushing Rushing the end, the end of the feeling, the feeling like this So caught, wrapped around your fingertips Drowning in a sea of emotional intensity Eyeing the world through your eyes You the spider, I the pray I...
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Friday, August 18, 2006
Last Intent
Strength Reaching beneath, exhausting the energy, digging through my skin, concrete walls, seeking release, racing against my very self I plead health The heart heavies, numbness settles, trying to hold on, peek through the shades of black, to find my rainbow Surrender Surrendering the soul,...
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