Friday, November 14, 2008
11-14-08
There's so much DRAMA going on with my family, on top of the SHIT with Dave & Nate, I'm thinking about drinking again!!! Not good!!!!!!!! No matter how I handle it, some one will have a problem, UCKFAY THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008
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Monday, November 10, 2008
11-10-08
Something tells me my old buddy Dave lied to me!!! He told me back in August, Nate moved to Virginia to live with his mom!!! Today, I check my email contact page, there's what appears to be a recent photo of Dave, new wife Jill, Nate, & JJ! Could be an old pic, could be that Nate moved back with...
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
10-7-08
Nate is out there in Virginia! Not sure if he is where the storm hit, I pray he's in a safe place. I better get to see him next summer, if not Dave will not ever forget the pain he's caused me!!!!!! I'll see to that!!!!! COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
9-27-08
The past few days, have made me question everything as of late. I wish life was as easy, as they make it seem in movies and on tv. As much as I wish, pray, and want things to change, I haven't seen it yet!!! It's more of the same!!! I do know this, if shit keeps going the way it has been, lets just...
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
9-18-08
It appears, my dumb ass step dad has now pissed off my brother. Now he's understanding why I haven't talked the dumb ass since April. I knew everyone would see through the childish BULLSHIT, that is my moms husband. He wants to treat others like total shit, I don't need him in my life!!! COPYRIGHT...
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
9-14-08
No one understands why I refuse to give up on Nate, UCKFAY THEM!!!!!! Being there for a person you care about, is being there for them no matter what!!! Not when it’s convenient for you. When I needed some one during my times of darkness, all I had was a bottle of JACK and my writing. The only one...
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
8-28-08
I’ve been through so much BULLSHIT in this life, that would have made a weaker person end it all! My “loving family”, seems they don’t care what happens to me, if it doesn’t have shit to do with them. If they care, they sure as hell don’t show it. When did it become a burden to help out when it’s...
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
8-20-08
“DIMEBAG” DARRELL ABBOTT, VINNIE PAUL ABBOTT, REX BROWN, & PHIL ANSELMO, formed the Texas based METAL BAND PANTERA. Making some of the hardest & in your face music you’ll ever hear. I thank God, for Mark Ohs introducing me to their music. The music VINNIE & DIME create, will always inspire me. Both...
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
8-14-08
I'm still shell shocked!!! For Nate to have to go through this shit, he's a tough kid!!! For him to decide to live with his mom, shit must have been bad. Nate was like my son, we always talked about me being like his dad. The bond we have is there beyond, forever, more. COPYRIGHT CONTAGION...
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
8-11-08
“LIQUID MEDICATION” Yet, once again! I’m in uckingfay pain! Same old shit again! Not one more God damn time! This shit has warped, my already demented mind! Shell shocked, by this unforgiving reality! I try to leave it all mentally blocked! The shit that’s been done to me! Crawling inside a bottle,...
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