Wednesday, July 2, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“REFUSE TO TAP” I’ve gone, leaving everything behind. The past is like an annoying song, that I can’t get out of my mind! Right now, I despise everything! I’m on the verge of destruction! I don’t know what I’m thinking, having a mental malfunction. Heavy thoughts running thru my brain, it’s like my...
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“DREAM MY PROBLEMS AWAY” It’s late at night, I haven’t been to bed yet. When shit isn’t uckingfay right, rest is something I never get. Trying to clear my mind, so I can sleep. I’m hurting so much inside, my scars are just way too deep. How do I sleep? When my nightmare is a reality! I constantly...
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Monday, June 30, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“SAME OLD STORY” My time has been wasted, or have I wasted my time? This isn’t even worth any of it, why is my life full of shit? I think of better days gone by, it makes me breakdown and cry. The pain just won’t go away, growing stronger with each passing day. I wish I could find meaning in my...
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Saturday, June 28, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“TORMENTED SOUL” Here it comes once again! The poison runs thru my veins! I want to cut myself! So I can bleed out all my pain! The shit that’s trapped inside me! I have to overcome! Medicating myself, doesn’t hide the reality. Denial, gives me a reason to stay numb. I’ve tried to hold my head high,...
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
"HISTORY" I see you every now and then. You're a reflection of my past. Each time I finally forget, you appear once again. I know you want life the way it used to be. Instead, you'll be haunted by the memories of me. You shovel dirt on the grave. Burying it all, so there's nothing left to save. Once...
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“SOBRIETY” I’m drinking again, that’s nothing new. I’m depressed again, feeling all alone. I’m uckingfay miserable without you. You kept me away from that bottle. With you gone, I’m out of control at full throttle. I want to, but I can never stop! For me, jack’s the only friend I’ve got. Please...
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Monday, June 23, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“ABHORRENT” You uckfay! You really suck! You’re such an annoying bitch! Like a scratch you can’t itch! You’re nothing but a prick! Just the thought of you, makes me uckingfay sick! Just a human piece of shit! This is what I think of you, and just the way I see it! COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“FORCE FED” If you try to tell me what to do! I’ll say it face to face, uckfay you! You keep pressing your luck, making you look more like a stupid uckfay! I may not be perfect, that’s true! At least I’m not programmed like all of you! Having a book that tells you how to live! I never bought the...
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FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“INNER DEMONS” They sit laughing at me! I'm going insane! I want to set my demons free! Rid myself of this Hellish pain! Where's my personal Jesus?! Their always having their way with me! I’m just a broken puppet with his strings cut! I can't take another day of this agony! The morning comes, I know...
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Friday, June 20, 2008
FROM BOOK 6 MEDICATION
“SEVEN YEARS OF SHIT” Seven years of shit, I don’t understand. Seven years of shit, made me an old man. Seven years of shit, wish I could change the past. Seven years of shit, happened so fast. Seven years of shit, makes me ask why? Seven years of shit, I just want to die. Seven years of shit, where...
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