Thursday, January 22, 2009
FROM BOOK 10 X POST 2 OF 5
“ENGULFED” (FINAL WRITE) Where’s the fun!? I can’t find it! Where has it all gone!? Why has it all turned to shit!? Everything falls apart again and again! Leaves me, picking up the scattered remains! It’s always the uckingfay same! I can’t do this anymore! The result is always the same! Hurting...
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FROM BOOK 10 X POST 1 OF 5
“JADED” Imprisoned by this hate! Imprisoned by the past! I always fixate! I must have time to amass! Victimized, I scream to the heaven above! Realized, there was no more love! Enough of this! Free me of these memories! I long for my bliss! Free of my misery! My eyes, can finally see! It’s not worth...
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Monday, January 19, 2009
FROM BOOK 10 X
“BITTERNESS” Lashing out at those around you, at the same time despising yourself. Wanting everything anew, knowing your life can’t arrange itself. Refusing to let others in, so you hold on to your bitterness. Day to day battles within, at one with darkness. Looking for any reason, to hate. When...
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Friday, January 16, 2009
FROM BOOK 10 X POST 2 OF 2
“REGURGITATED” A painted picture, of what used to be! What was once full of life and color. Is now a black and white reality. Each year, it’s beauty is restored. No matter how much the original is revived, it’s not a masterpiece anymore. There’s really nothing to it. What was a work of art, is now a...
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FROM BOOK 10 X POST 1 OF 2
“WHO ARE WE?” (BOOK 1 REWRITE) Are we really who we claim to be? Or just who we want to be seen as? Fear of what others might believe, their blinded eyes can never look passed. On the outside, we’re fearless. Showing no sign of emotion. On the inside, we’re cautious. To keep ourselves from being...
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
FROM BOOK 10 X POST 4 OF 4
“HARMFUL FRIEND” You’re noting without me! You know it’s uckingfay true! Who will you fall back on? Once no one’s there for you? Try making it on your own! See if you can without me! Being left all alone! Having to accept the reality! Deny it all you want! Keep saying you don’t need me! You want...
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FROM BOOK 10 X POST 3 OF 4
“THIS IS YOUR LIFE NOW PT. 2” This is your life now. It’s like bad dream! This is your life now. Nothing is what it seems! This is your life now. Like it or not! This is your life now. The only one you’ve got! This is your life now. Have to make it through! This is your life now. No one can live it...
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FROM BOOK 10 X POST 2 OF 4
“CONDOLENCES” (FINAL WRITE) As we gather here today, to pay our final respects. There’s just no easy way, for all of this to digest. What made him do it?! A person, that was so young! What haunting evil spirit?! Was he running from?! I guess we’ll never know, will we?! The pain he’d always show!...
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FROM BOOK 10 X POST 1 OF 4
“MY FINAL ACT” I was praying for my end, quickening the process. I wasn’t thinking about anything, just wanted relieve my stress. There was no one around, not one single witness. It’s too uckingfay bad! They’ll all miss this. My “loved ones”, aren’t here to stop me! “Friends”, can’t make me quit!...
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Monday, January 12, 2009
FROM BOOK 10 X POST 3 OF 3
“RANT 2” UCKFAY the whole world! And all of you in it! I’m talking each and everyone of you! The lying worthless pieces of SHIT! Thinking you’re above all others! In your eyes, we’re all below. You judgmental MOTER UCKRSFAY! You can’t fool me with your BROKEN HALO! Claim to be whatever you want, I...
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