Wednesday, August 20, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“A FADE AWAY” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) To listen to you, I was out of my mind. Say you’re on my side, a friend is what I should see. Talk trash behind my back, so that’s how it’s going to be. You can’t close your eyes, and make me disappear. You can wish me gone, but I’m still here. You think if you...
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Monday, August 18, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“HAPPINESS IS HATE” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) Sinking down to the depths of a depression. You have to find a happy emotional state. But what do you do? When your happiness is hate. Try to think of good thoughts, so you’re not so sad. That’s when you realize, hate is all you had. You’re felling...
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Thursday, August 14, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“I LOVE ALL OF YOU” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) Everything’s taking control, I’m sinking down to the bottom. I feel like no one’s here for me. I think of what I could do, maybe I’ll just die. Then I think of all of you, and I begin to cry. I get so pissed at myself for thinking that way, I’m too...
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“ANGER FUSE” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) This anger’s eating away at me, so much it’s starting to show. I put my past behind me, I wish I could. There’s something in my brain, that won’t let me forget. When I think of you, my fuse is lit. COPYTIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008 “ANGER FUSE” (BOOK 6 REWRITE)...
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Friday, August 8, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“DREAM MY PROBLEMS AWAY” (ORIGINAL WRITE IN BOOK 1) It’s late at night, I haven’t been to bed yet. Trying to clear my mind, so I can sleep. How do I sleep? When my nightmare is a reality. Everything’s so uckedfay up, wish I were never born. If I could just sleep, and dream my problems away....
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“AS DAY GOES INTO NIGHT” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) Deep down inside my heart’s broken, and can’t be put back together. Crying all day and night, estranged from everyone. Each day without you, is like a bad dream. As day goes into night, I wrap my arms around myself. Just to feel the embrace, of some...
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Monday, August 4, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“BREAKING MY SADDENED HEART” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) My mind’s racing in so many different ways, I just don’t know what to do. Everything’s gone to shit, I’m on the edge. Watching before my eyes, no one’s here, I’m just falling apart. No one hears my lonesome cries, it’s breaking my saddened heart....
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“NO MORE PAIN” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) The pain constantly hurts, I’m living in endless denial. I wish I could go blind, so I couldn’t see. If I would only go deaf, so I couldn’t hear. I want my body to go numb, so I feel no more pain. COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008 “NO MORE PAIN” (BOOK 6...
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“DOWN TIME” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) I’m falling apart and I don’t know why, all I do is cry and cry. I’ve had enough time, to regroup my mind. I took a long hard look, at my emotional state. I found myself and my old smile. You need time for yourself. COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008 “DOWN TIME”...
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT
“REALITY YOU KNOW” (BOOK 1 ORIGINAL WRITE) You’re shooting that shit in your veins, because it takes away the pain. Just so you feel really good, a feeling you can’t get from life. You’re the only one responsible, for the things you always do. You go into a depression, leaving you with nothing to...
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