Sunday, March 15, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 5 OF 5
“A FADE AWAY” {BOOK 1} To listen to you, I had a indoctrinate mind! The bullshit, I finally saw through! Once I was no longer blind. Say you’re on my side, a friend is what I should see. Talk trash behind my back, so that’s how it’s going to be. You can’t close your eyes, and make me disappear. You...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 4 OF 5
“ANGER” {BOOK 1} The shit‘s bottled up inside, causing me to crack. Every time that I feel it subside, the old feeling comes back. There‘s a demon in my soul, that won’t let the anger go. Poisons me again and again. Keeping the darkness within, haunting me with every sin. This anger inside me, is a...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 3 OF 5
“MADNESS” {BOOK 1} In the late hours of the night, the madness starts to set in. It grabs a hold of you tight. your own psychosis begins. The madness, slowly takes control. Without realizing, it consumes your soul. Minute after minute, and hour after hour, you just don’t know till you’re wrapped up...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 2 OF 5
“WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU” {BOOK 1} Once again, you’re another friend. Some one, I’ll never see again. A person I’d do anything for, yet, you don’t care about me anymore. When we’re face to face, you have such a great act. When I turn around, you stab me in the back. I considered you family, because of...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 5
“AS DAY GOES INTO NIGHT” {BOOK 1} Deep down inside, my heart’s broken, and can’t be put back together. I’m always visited by this demon, that possesses me with anger. Crying all day and night, estranged from everyone. I do it all out of spite, because I know I’m all alone. Each day without you, is...
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 5 OF 5
“BREAKING MY HEART” {BOOK 1} My mind’s racing in so many different ways, I just don’t know what to do! I don’t want to hear what everyone says! If this is a family, why aren’t we helping each other get through?! Everything’s gone to shit! I’m on the edge! The more I think about it! the more it...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 4 OF 5
“NO MORE PAIN” {BOOK 1} The pain constantly hurts, I’m living in endless denial. I’d love nothing more, than to see myself smile. I wish I could go blind, so I couldn’t see. I really want to find, the so called “fun” in this reality. If I would only go deaf, so I couldn’t hear. I’m wasting my...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 3 OF 5
“DOWN TIME” {BOOK 1} I’m falling apart, and I don’t know why. All I do anymore, is cry and cry. I want to forget all my pain, but I hurt even more, each time I try. I just need enough time, to release the shit from my mind. I’ve got to get past this, so I can leave it all behind. I’ve got to take a...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 2 OF 5
“REALITY YOU KNOW” {BOOK 1} You’re shooting that shit in your veins, because it takes away the pain. Always using, again and again. Just so you feel really good, a feeling you can’t get from life. Just like any junkie would, you think the needle ends your strife. You’re the only one responsible, for...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 5
“SO MUCH YOU CAN TAKE” {BOOK 1} You live in darkness and seclusion, everything is an illusion. Trying to understand it at all, just causes hurt and confusion. You live in isolation, to avoid the aggravation. The bullshit of everyday life, leaves you with nothing but frustration. You’re wound so damn...
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