Thursday, September 18, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1 2 IN 1 POST
“IN CROWD” (FROM BOOK 2) I was never part of the in crowd, nor did I ever care to be. Because of their blinding fear, they would never accept me. In their eyes I’m a sinner, no matter what I’m never right. With every bullshit lie they tell, I hope it keeps them up at night. In time all will be...
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Monday, September 15, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“OUR DEMISE” I can’t let go! I can’t move on! Until I finally know, everything we had is gone! I wish I knew the answer! As I sit back and wait! If this goes on any longer! I’ll be filled with nothing but hate! What will cause our demise?! Who will be to blame?! If we cut all the ties, neither of us...
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“DIMEBAG” IN MEMORY OF “DIMEBAG” DARRELL ABBOTT 8/20/66-12/8/04 It was the darkest day of the year, as a guitar hero fell. When I heard the news, it was such a horrific shock. I broke down in tears, mourning over a Cowboy From Hell. Why the hell was it done? Some uckfay, rewriting history with a...
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Friday, September 12, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“MY CREATION” (FROM GOSPEL OF BUDDHA) Look at this cold dark place, I can’t see my hand in front of my uckingfay face! I can’t see shit! Let there be light! I call this day. This darkness is night. There needs to be a sky. I like the water and all, but I want land that’s dry. I want plants to grow...
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“VICTIMIZED” (LYRICS) Victimized! I don’t know who I am! I’m just a shell of a man! Victimized! I can’t understand! None of this was in my plan! Victimized! I’ve done all I can! I want to go back before my pain began! Victimized! No one’s here with a helping hand! I guess they don’t give damn!...
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“LIFE ISN‘T ALWAYS FAIR” Have you ever had some one taken from you? Missing them every moment of your life! Without them, not knowing what to do! The pain is just like, being constantly stabbed with a knife! Each day, wallowing in agony! Always screaming out, WHY!? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME!? As you...
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Monday, September 8, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT’S LIKE” (BOOK 1 REWRITE) Do you know what it’s like? Do you know what it’s like? To have your family ripped apart. To suffer from a broken heart. Do you know what it’s like? Each day another piece is taken. All you can do is sit and watch, feeling like you’re always forsaken. Do...
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“THIS IS YOUR LIFE NOW PT. 1” This is your life now. Not like it was before. This is your life now. You don’t love it anymore! This is your life now. Leaves you asking why!? This is your life now. It makes you want to cry! This is your life now. Where did it go wrong? This is your life now. Don’t...
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Thursday, September 4, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT FINAL PAGE!
“HERE I AM” (PRE-EDIT) I care about this so much! Yet, it hurts me to stay! I’d rather just leave it alone, than throw it all away. I’ve sacrificed everything! Just to be in your life, so I’m forever there. You continue to spit in my face! Showing me you no longer care! Yeah, I don’t know what’s...
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
FROM BOOK 7 RETROSPECT 2 IN 1
“HAVE YOU FOUND GOD YET?” (PRE-EDIT) Have you found God yet? Does he play a part in your life? Do you ask him to end your strife? Have you ever been baptized? To cleanse yourself of your sins? You ever witnessed a miracle with your very own eyes? Are you a born-again Christian? How much do you...
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