Monday, April 6, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 8 OF 10
“THE WAY YOUR LIFE WAS” {BOOK 1} You go into a depression once in a while, forget what happiness is, when you can’t even smile. Always wondering, how it all came to this? You haven’t smiled in a long time, because it’s just so hard to do. The humor is hard to find, after the shit you’ve been...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 7 OF 10
“I LOVE ALL OF YOU” {BOOK 1} Everything’s taking control! I’m sinking down to the bottom. The darkness, it swallows me whole. My loved ones, I’ve since long forgotten. I feel like no one’s here for me! I can’t do this on my own! I’m just so uckingfay unhappy! Being left all alone! I think of what I...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 6 OF 10
“ANGER FUSE” {BOOK 1} This anger’s eating away at me, so much it’s starting to show. I have to accept the reality! Reality, of letting it all go. I put my past behind me, I wish I could. No, I’m not always happy. Things aren’t always that good. There’s something in my brain, that won’t let me...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 5 OF 10
“I KNEW YOU WHEN” {BOOK 1} I knew you when. I knew you when, you had no one else. You had no one to talk to. Always by yourself. Never really sure what to do. When you needed a friend, that didn’t make you feel like an outcast. A soul, you can trust again and again. That thing in life, you want to...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 4 OF 10
“DREAM MY PROBLEMS AWAY” {BOOK 1} It’s late at night, I haven’t been to bed yet. When shit isn’t uckingfay right, rest is something I never get. Trying to clear my mind, so I can sleep. I’m hurting so much inside, my scars are just way too deep. How do I sleep? When my nightmare is a reality! I...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 3 OF 10
“QUESTION OF CONFUSION” {BOOK 1} Looking for an answer, to end your question of confusion. The reality you're chasing after, is nothing more than an illusion. Happiness is a thing, you can no longer find. Your life no longer has meaning, according to your uckedfay up mind. You just injected...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 2 OF 10
“CAN‘T FIND MYSELF” {BOOK 1} I looked inside myself, I don’t like what I see. I want to find the person, the person I used to be. He’s no longer here, been replaced by another. Choosing to disappear, he’s left and gone forever. There has to be something, that will bring him around. I’ve looked high...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 10
“HAPPINESS IS HATE” {BOOK 1} Sinking down to the depths of a depression. Your perpetual self-pity session. You have to find a happy emotional state. But what do you do? When your happiness is hate. Try to think of good thoughts, so you’re not so sad. That’s when you realize, hate is all you had....
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 5 OF 5
“A FADE AWAY” {BOOK 1} To listen to you, I had a indoctrinate mind! The bullshit, I finally saw through! Once I was no longer blind. Say you’re on my side, a friend is what I should see. Talk trash behind my back, so that’s how it’s going to be. You can’t close your eyes, and make me disappear. You...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 4 OF 5
“ANGER” {BOOK 1} The shit‘s bottled up inside, causing me to crack. Every time that I feel it subside, the old feeling comes back. There‘s a demon in my soul, that won’t let the anger go. Poisons me again and again. Keeping the darkness within, haunting me with every sin. This anger inside me, is a...
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