Monday, October 6, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“VENTING 2” Pain! Pain is what I feel! Hate! Hate is real! Memories! Memories I conceal! Shedding! Shedding causes my skin to peel! Truth! Truth I will reveal! Suffering! Suffering this hellish ordeal! Wounds! Wounds need time to heal! COPYRIGHT CONTAGION PUBLISHING 2008
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“VENTING” All you users! All you abusers! All you little maggots! You never know when to quit! You just walk all over me! Not once, giving a uckfay about me! Not caring, how I feel! You looked to me for help, I repeal! My ass never turned any of you away! All those I helped, where are you today!?...
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“THERAPY” Ok doc, try to fix my warped mind. What mental and emotional scars, are you wanting to find? Where do you want me to start? The past few years, everything has fallen apart! I miss my father, each passing day! I can’t make that pain go away! My family, nothing to tell there. Since the...
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“HAVE YOU FOUND GOD YET?” (FINAL WRITE) Have you found God yet? Does he play a part in your life? Do you ask him to end your strife? Have you ever been baptized? To wash yourself of your sins? Have you ever witnessed, a miracle with your very own eyes? Are you a born-again Christian? How much do you...
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“WHAT A JOKE!” I’m the depressed loving “psycho”, that can never let anything go! Writing out my endless uckingfay rage! Hell, I might slit my wrists with this page! So, if I’m looked at as being “insane”. At least I have an outlet for my inner pain. You think I’ll take my own life? How retarded can...
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FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“A TRUE FRIEND” (FINAL WRITE) It’s getting so hard to take! Just when I find “a true friend”, they turn out to be a total fake! They’re never any uckingfay different! It’s always the same situation. When it benefits them, taking advantage is their only intention. I’ve had a lot of “friends”, that...
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Monday, September 29, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“BECAUSE OF YOU” Because of you, I felt like shit! Because of you, I can never forget! Because of you, I’m uckedfay in the head! Because of you, I wish you were dead! Because of you, I felt so small! Because of you, I feel nothing at all! Because of you, I thought I was weak! Because of you, I was...
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“LEAVE ME BE” Misery, is a true friend. Will always continue to be! I can count on him, he’s there to comfort me. Building me up each time, just to break me down! I must be out of my uckingfay mind! To keep him around! I no longer find this shit funny! Does misery love company?! Or does misery just...
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“STRENGTH TO ENDURE” (LYRICS) I, I must rise above! I, I had hate replace all the love! I, I just want the shit to go away! I, I search for the happiness! I, I don’t want anymore sadness! I, I just want the shit to go away! I, I am filled with bitterness and pain! I, I just want the shit to go away!...
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Monday, September 22, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“OUTSIDE/INSIDE” On the outside, I have it all together. On the inside, I’m falling apart! On the outside, I’m tough as leather. On the inside, I’m suffering from a broken heart. On the outside, I wear a mask. On the inside, is where the truth hides. On the outside, I forge thru a daily task. On the...
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