Sunday, April 19, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 8 OF 10
“WITHOUT ME SAYING” {BOOK 2 REWRITE 2} As I look up I see the eyes of my friend, I know that he can see the real me. Side by side, once again. He knows how uckedfay up life can be! He can see the look in my eyes, the pain! These feelings, I can't I hide! He keeps me from losing my mind, from going...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 7 OF 10
“WITHOUT ME SAYING” {BOOK 2 REWRITE 1} As I look up I see the eyes of a friend, I know that he can see right through me. Side by side, once again. Knowing how uckedfay up life can be! He can tell I’m going through pain! By the look on my face! Trying to keep me sane! In this insane place! I’m always...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 6 OF 10
“REVENGE” {BOOK 2} Your years of torment, the days of their constant abuse. You’re the featured entertainment, always keeping them amused. Always being uckedfay with, an easy target for all ass holes. The perfect world is a myth, once the real one unfolds. Your whole life, you‘ve always been a...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 5 OF 10
“ENDLESS WINTER” {BOOK 1} I’m going down a treacherous road, carrying a burdensome load. I may just implode, if I don’t have time to unload. As I hang my head, tears fill my eyes. The shit I always dread, I just want to cry. I can’t figure out where it all went wrong, I blame myself for what’s been...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 4 OF 10
“THE STRANGER IS ME” {BOOK 1} I’m looking at some one, that still looks the same. His soul has been darkened, by all the bitterness and shame. His feelings have changed inside, it’s something he’s learned to hide. They’re the eyes of a stranger, a person I don’t even know. He feels so much pain, his...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 3 OF 10
“HERE TO STAY” {BOOK 1} I’m watching my wall of protection, as it falls to the ground and turns to dust. It’s a constant irritation, betrayed by everyone that I no longer trust. Everything I’ve had for years, has been taken away. It all just disappears, I watch my life rapidly decay. I can’t even...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 2 OF 10
“RUSSIAN ROULETTE” {BOOK 1} You put a line on the table, you’re alive and kicking. While your body’s still able, the death clock is ticking. Snorting your life up the nose, it’s nothing new to you. Watching everything as it all goes, each day it helps you through. It’s like putting a gun to your...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 10
“ANOTHER SHINING STAR” {BOOK 1} You were one of the greats, maybe the all time master. You’re still a huge influence, on all of those that came after. You did things, that no one’s done before. Always left us asking for more. As future generations, learn who you are. One of the best, to ever pick up...
Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, April 6, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 10 OF 10
“I WOULD TRY” {BOOK 1} For you, I’d do anything. You know, I’d give you everything. I’d pull sun light from clouds, and make it shine just for you. I’ll always be a shroud, that keeps the pain from getting through. Take away your sadness, so you’ll have nothing but happiness. Always helping you deal...
Sign in to see full entry.
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 9 OF 10
“THE SMELL OF IT” {BOOK 1} I see your mouth moving! But I can’t hear a voice! What was once soothing! Is now just a bunch of noise! When I talk to you! It’s like you’re not even there! Instead of a reply! I get a blank stare! A conversation with you, is like taking a shit! I can’t stand the sight or...
Sign in to see full entry.