Thursday, October 16, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“REVENGE” (BOOK 2 REWRITE) Your years of torment, the days of their constant abuse. You’re the featured entertainment, always keeping them amused. Always being uckedfay with, an easy target for all ass holes. The perfect world is a myth, once the real one unfolds. Your whole life, you‘ve always been...
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“A TRUE FRIEND” (PRE-EDIT) It’s getting so hard to take! Just when I find “a true friend”, they turn out to be a total fake! They’re never any uckingfay different! It’s always the same situation. After all my time was spent, I’m left with hate and frustration! I’ve had a lot of “friends”, that have...
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“HAVE YOU FOUND GOD YET?” (PRE-EDIT) Have you found God yet? Does he play a part in your life? Do you ask him to end your strife? Have you ever been baptized? To cleanse yourself of your sins? You ever witnessed a miracle with your very own eyes? Are you a born-again Christian? How much do you...
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Monday, October 13, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF” I have animosity running thru my veins! I don’t want to go through this again! Wanting to cut myself! So I’m rid of this cancer! I know self-induced pain, is not the uckingfay answer. I blindly keep a false sense of hope, it’s the only thing that helps me cope. Each day, I...
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Sunday, October 12, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“SAME OLD SHIT” No, you I will never forgive! For the past, I have to relive! Each time I finally forget! SOME UCKFAY, HAS TO START THE SAME OLD SHIT! It’s never anything new! A life, I’ve grown a custom to. For you, it’s an addiction! You’re just another worthless uckfay! I’ve suffered all your...
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“BRIGE” (BOOK 2 REWRITE) As another day goes by, I feel like a prisoner! My life right now, I decry! Loneliness eats away at me like a cancer! The day fades into night, darkness falls upon me. Why pray for morning light? When there’s nothing I want to see! Trapped in this hell! No contact with the...
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Friday, October 10, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“GUIDANCE” Father, will you please help me?! This shit no longer makes sense! Every time I try to figure things out, I get more uckingfay tense! I’m putting my faith in you, it’s all that I’ve got left. For me, it’s nothing new, I’m always the one bereft! They say, “life has a way of working itself...
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“CAN YOU HEAR ME” Can you hear me!? As I scream out in agony! Would you please have mercy!? Give me the power, to make it through! That’s all I’m asking of you! I pray, this will go away! I pray, every night and day! Please, grant this small request! The past few years, haven’t been the best! From...
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“PRAYER” (FROM BOOK 6) Consumed by the fear, fear of the unexplained. Why aren’t you here? What did I do, to deserve this pain? I really try to understand, but I’ve done all I can. God, will you send me a sign? Something to ease my doubtful mind. No one’s here to listen to me. Are you there? I hope...
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
FROM BOOK 8 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 1
“HELP ME!” (FROM BOOK 6) uckFay! I don’t like it here. Just really want to disappear. I need some one to HELP! A friend to save me, from myself. I don’t know if I’ll ever be the same again, I’m the one to blame for my pain. Can’t continue to play the uckingfay game! Every time I do, it’s all the...
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