Sunday, August 16, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 2 OF 2
“YOUR SICKNESS” {BOOK 4} I’m blamed for your actions! Judged with blinded eyes! So you’re given satisfaction! After spreading vindictive lies! Because you’re all uckedfay up! You make up the truth! Accusing me of being a monster! But never having a bit of proof! Lies are so damn natural! When feeble...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 2
“ENRAGED” {BOOK 4} As many fucking times as this shit keeps happening to me! I never seem to uckingfay learn! Once I uckingfay wake up to what my eyes have seen! I’ve already been burned! Been shit on so many times, I’ve lost uckingfay count! When will I give the hell, that I sit back and take! I...
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Monday, July 27, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“LIES” {BOOK 4} Lies, the shit that’s spread! Lies, they uckfay with your head! Lies, every word that’s said! Lies, get under your skin! Lies, become bullshit once again! Lies, told by so called “friends”! Lies, nothing’s ever true! Lies, always told by you! Lies, see what they do! Lies, make you...
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“TIME OF NEED” {BOOK 4} In my time of need, no one was there! The ucksfay that I thought were my friends! Didn’t even care! I was all alone again! I needed help to make it through! I needed a helping hand! But no one came to my rescue! Leaving me stranded! When I cried out for help! They never heard...
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“SEPERATION” {BOOK 4} God, I wish I wasn’t even around. I cover my ears to block the sound. I wonder, what did I do so wrong? Why is it they can’t get along? I can hear them late at night, all they do anymore is fight. As I hear this, I start to cry. As they continue to fight, I want to know why?...
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Sunday, July 5, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN 4 OF 4 7-5-09
“REST IN PEACE” {BOOK 4} The eyes of a man looking back at me, are the eyes of a tormented soul. He would set himself free, if he would let the past go. He continues to try, but can’t forget. Doing everything, to numb the pain. Acting like it doesn‘t exist, is his way to deal with it. It finally...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN 3 OF 4 7-5-09
“PSYCHOSIS” {BOOK 4} Won’t you please come and rescue me? I’m lost in this nightmare of mine, or is this reality? I’m in the dark now, cold and all alone. But don’t I have to do this on my own? The darkness has spread inside of me, or has it poured out of my soul? What is it like to be normal, to be...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN 2 OF 4 7-5-09
“BECOMING YOU” {BOOK 3} I can’t tell me from you! I don’t know the difference anymore! With these eyes that I see thru! Where’s the person that was here before?! Looking in the mirror, I see what you were! Now, looking at who I am! It’s a little clearer, but also a blur! I don’t want to be anything...
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FROM BOOK 11 REBORN POST 1 OF 4 7-5-09
“UNEXPECTED” {BOOK 3} Denial made it all go away! Turning to the bottle for help! In my inebriated state I wanted to stay! I was left by myself! The relentless pressure built up! It was too much of a burden! So the door of reality is shut! Don’t want anymore hurting! Numbing myself to forget the...
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“I WISH” {BOOK 3} I wish I could fly away. Find me a better place to stay. I wish I was anywhere else but here. I just want to disappear. I wish I could make my pain go away. So I’m no longer in agony. I wish you were here to help me through. Because I don’t know what to do. I wish I was there to...
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