Friday, November 14, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“THE DEVILS BITCH” In this real life horror movie, you play the star. Unlike in the Hollywood pictures, we never kill the living monsters! You shouldn’t even be breathing! You sick, twisted, morbid, uckfay! You deserve a relentless beating! After running such a muck! I feel sick to my stomach! I had...
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“PHANTOM” This guy I once knew, I could always count on. That used to be you! Now where the hell has he gone!? Did he lose his faith!? Or lose his uckingfay mind!? I’m looking at a wraith, that has left me behind! Where’s my old friend!? Will I ever see him again!? Where the uckfay is he!? Is he...
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Monday, November 10, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“THAT’S LIFE” (FINAL WRITE) Sure I have my scars, but they never show. I’ve been through so much, you’ll never uckingfay know! Losing my best friend, at just twelve years old! That’s when I realized, this world can be so cold! My parents were divorced, by the time I was twenty-two! To anyone that...
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Sunday, November 9, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“ABSTAIN” (“THE LOVE IS ALWAYS THERE” REWRITE FROM BOOK 2) You say so much, by saying nothing at all. I become your crutch, each time you have a downfall. Your eyes always tell me, all the pain you feel. I know you’re in agony, life is surreal. In a total confusion, heart full of pain. Wishing it’s...
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Saturday, November 8, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“ENGULFED” (FINAL WRITE) Where’s the fun!? I can’t find it! Where has it all gone!? Why has it all turned to shit!? Everything falls apart again and again! Leaves me, picking up the scattered remains! It’s always the uckingfay same! I can’t do this anymore! The result is always the same! Hurting...
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Friday, November 7, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“HARMFUL FRIEND” You’re noting without me! You know it’s uckingfay true! Who will you fall back on? Once no one’s there for you? Try making it on your own! See if you can without me! Being left all alone! Having to accept the reality! Deny it all you want! Keep saying you don’t need me! You want...
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Thursday, November 6, 2008
FROM BOOK BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“JADED” Imprisoned by this hate! Imprisoned by the past! I always fixate! I must have time to amass! Victimized, I scream to the heaven above! Realized, there was no more love! Enough of this! Free me of these memories! I long for my bliss! Free of my misery! My eyes, can finally see! It’s not worth...
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“BITTERNESS” Lashing out at those around you, at the same time despising yourself. Wanting everything anew, knowing your life can’t arrange itself. Refusing to let others in, so you hold on to your bitterness. Day to day battles within, at one with darkness. Looking for any reason, to hate. When...
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Monday, November 3, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
“IN CROWD PT. 2” (PRE-EDIT) Unaccepted by others, their eyes are how they judge. If they can’t understand, they’ll hold a childish grudge. Make fun, due to unknown fear. You get a gut feeling, you’re not even wanted here. Don’t really know why you came. Was it just to fit in? Will they remember your...
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
FROM BOOK 9 BEAUTY OF BRUTALITY 2
"WITHOUT ME SAYING” (BOOK 2 REWRITE) As I look up I see the eyes of a friend, I know that he can see right through me. Side by side, once again. Knowing how uckedfay up life can be! He can tell I’m going through pain! By the look on my face! Trying to keep me sane! In this insane place! I’m always...
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