Monday, November 16, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“STRENGTH FROM PAIN” {UNRELEASED} You’re forever in my thoughts! You’re always in my dreams! This brutalizing reality! Is too much to believe! I pray! I pray every night and day! That what we had is still there! That none of the feelings have changed! I long for your return! I long to see you again!...
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“GOD COMPLEX” {UNRELEASED} In all the followers minds, I’m an evil non-believer! if you read between the visible lines, they’re the true bullshit deceivers! Preaching their hypocritical values! Same old shit I’ve heard before! Since birth, I’ve paid my uckingfay dues! Maybe they should get right...
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Monday, November 2, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“WHORE” {UNRELEASED} You’re just pure evil! Straight to the core! Lets not forget! YOU’RE A STUPID UCKINGFAY WHORE!! You’re not really GODS gift to men! Just a dead lay! Getting knocked up again and again! It’ll always be that way! Point your finger at me! Calling me a twisted uckerfay! In your...
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“RESURRECTED” {UNRELEASED PRE-EDIT} You’re so uckingfay blind! Can’t see what’s going on! In your feeble little mind! Nothing’s wrong! It’s right there in front of you! Only you refuse to see! What am I to do!? For you to finally hear me!? Need I remind you, all that I sacrificed! All the times I...
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“LIQUID MEDICATION” {UNRELEASED} Yet, once again! I’m in uckingfay pain! Same old shit again! Not one more God damn time! This shit has warped, my already demented mind! Shell shocked, by this unforgiving reality! I try to leave it all mentally blocked! The shit that’s been done to me! Crawling...
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“TIES TO YOU” {UNRELEASED} The more I think of it! My hate just increases! The more I’m reminded by shit! I want to smash your face into pieces! To you, I was just a puppet! In your sick, and twisted play! It’s your force of habit! Treating others in the shittiest uckingfay way! Getting off! On...
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“DARKNESS OF REALITY” {UNRELEASED} I was drowning in, what was once my reality. Of all that had became, and what will no longer be. All the shit I’ve done, is a reflective past. My own uckingfay stupidity, lead me down a destructive path. Destroying my whole world. Slowly destroying me. I was living...
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Monday, September 28, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“FRUSTRATION” {BOOK 4} Sometimes I, hate myself! Sometimes I, hate everyone else! Sometimes I, can’t look myself in the eye! Sometimes I, just want to cry! Sometimes I, feel like a retard! Sometimes I, ask God why he dealt me these cards! Sometimes I, seem like I’m dead inside! Sometimes I, have...
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Monday, September 21, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“THE RUSH” {BOOK 4} You fucking junkie, you do it each day. You use a needle and you use a spoon. Every time, you’re throwing your life away. You're so uckingfay high, you can touch the moon. You don’t care about what you do to yourself. Eventually, you’ll be found dead. You don’t care about...
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009
FROM BOOK 11 REBORN
“ABOMINATION” {BOOK 4} uckFay your feelings! uckFay your stupidity! uckFay your very being! uckFay your inflicting agony! uckFay what you think! uckFay what you stand for! uckFay being pushed to the brink! uckFay your bullshit, I won’t take anymore! uckFay all that you say! uckFay your every word!...
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