Time is Change

I go into my soul, my heart. I step into the darkness and All I see is deep vast voids and total darkness in between. I choke on my own breath. My soul is confused in this dark. Dark place of my soul, please, "Let me go." Release me I say into the light. Carry my soul away to a place Where I can... Sign in to see full entry.

I am totally engulfed in torment. My mind has waged war on me. I feel so powerless to fight. I have to let go of the past to regain my power for today. Subliminally everyday we tend to go in auto drive and advance to the next day. All of a sudden something or someone calls and holds you responsible.... Sign in to see full entry.

I know where I want to be but, where that is is the very place that evicts me. That, unknowingly pulls away everything that helped to hold me together for what seems like an eternity. Eternity, however, is exactly what is feared by some and is comfort to others. Where I want to be is with her but,... Sign in to see full entry.

Silent phones, empty mailboxes. Broken heart, empty bed. What do you do, when love leaves you? Silent cries deep in your heart. Broken spirit alive in your life. What do I do, when love leaves me? cmh08 Sign in to see full entry.

This is a new year and new beginnings, fresh starts are on the horizon. New friendships and relationships, educating myself so I can make a dream come true by writing a book. I must let go of the past and explore every and all new possibilities. My heart opens up and lets the sun shine in healing... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest leaving a gaping void. I feel such loss. Everything that held together my life has been ripped away. I feel so alone, looking up to see that sun peaking out from behind the clouds. I feel hope in any light I see. cmh1/08 Sign in to see full entry.

My despair is high. My self esteem low. I have no place to go but, to the bottom of every bottle, can. and bag I can get a hold of. Saying prayers to never wake again. Don't want the morning to come and wake this troubled soul for another round of despair and lonliness once again. Let my night take... Sign in to see full entry.

I walk in the night ready to take flight at the first sight of a fright. cmh07 Sign in to see full entry.

I walk with the Dark Forces of this world, The Tormented Spirits of old, those that plague our very existence with doubts and fears. Fears so deep, forcibly strong, and holding you hostage from all the Love the Angelic Forces will impart in your Bless'ed Life. cmh07 Sign in to see full entry.

Upon the soft gentle embrace of my saviour's arms do I rest my weary head and weakened body. My Goddess, she comforts me in times of trouble. My God, gives me strength and carries me when I am weak. The Universe smiles down upon me providing all my needs. Thank the Higher Power for saving me from... Sign in to see full entry.