Time is Change

We had really great times together. We have made awesome memories as well. My heart is broken and shattered because we lost all that we had. I no longer make you happy since we married. I wish we never married cause maybe then we would both still be happy. I don't know if what we had is reparable or... Sign in to see full entry.

I had an awakening today. One that is actually sad and painful. I will never allow myself to love again. I realize that loneliness isn't fun but, I believe it's better to be alone and somehow create your own happiness than to love and live in pain. Love will always be my illusion after all, all that... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to feel your lips kiss me gently all over my body cause in the warmth of your tender kiss I feel your love. I want your soft touch to glide over my body cause in your touch you send tingles through my body. I want to hear your calming voice whisper in my ear cause in your comforting voice I... Sign in to see full entry.

I have tattooed my heart with the initials of the woman I love. My love for her is just as permanent as my tattoo. No matter what each moment brings I know that a bridge will form joining our forces of love to commit to working through these troubled waters from the storm. Will this love be... Sign in to see full entry.

Fireworks, they light up the night sky, falling, crashing down in the water that was very radiant, glowing from its magic. cmh07 Sign in to see full entry.

I had hopes of reconnecting this weekend but, instead more distance grew. One disconnecting thing after another. Things that once were fun and what once drew us closer now seems to draw us even more apart. Why does true love keep eluding me. I splint my arm and guard my heart. I try to reconnect... Sign in to see full entry.

Frozen icecicles melting snowman in the sun all comes full circle. cmh07 Sign in to see full entry.

The bright shiny sun beating down upon my life giving me light now. Refreshing waters come crashing down on the shore with such great power. A great gentle breeze blowing over my hot soul bringing such great peace. cmh08 Sign in to see full entry.

My heart grows tired and weary from all of life's demands. Love waxes and wanes the heart to fruition. Love builds a bridge over troubled waters. Two hearts can become one with the joining of a bridge. My heart rejoices when the joyous connection of two hearts become one and the troubled waters are... Sign in to see full entry.

The smoke from my cigarette rises to the light and I realize I need to compare my hope to the smoke. I need to allow my hope to rise to the bright heavenly light of now. cmh08 Sign in to see full entry.