Sunday, March 23, 2003
Vanity sucks
I just came back from a ski trip. So my boyfriend is obsessed with 'Powder'. He gets this look in his eyes like he is about to eat the world for dessert. You don't need a light in the room because his eyes shine like a 70s polyester shirt. But something happened when we went, he got all talkative...
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Thursday, March 20, 2003
I broke up with my brother
Come with me. Take my hand as I lead you down the steps to the pub of my blog and serve you a cocktail of insight. My brother. He stresses me out. He stresses out the furniture in his apartment, the Turkish rug is forever in a fit of nervous anxiety, being his pet, his beloved, his worst affected,...
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Our back yards
I don't understand. I know that people think I'm existential, I know that I offer no practical solutions, nothing short term, I'm not in the thick of it, I haven't eaten from the heart of it, I don't know who planted the seeds. I don't want the apple of eden, I say no to apples, I say no to the...
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Wednesday, March 19, 2003
This could hurt
Dear Americans. You know that when anything begins with dear it's loaded. It's like the hyphenation thing- it's a stalling mechanism, it hides the guts and the glory. Well, this is tricky and I'm Canadian which makes the trickiness a prelude to indecisiveness and the indecisiveness a prelude to...
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Right, so I'm suppose to write about awakening
I live in Japan. It is something to live in Japan, I am telling you, it is something else. A friend tells me, we are a country of fools, we Japanese didn't know what happened in Korea, we didn't know what we did to them, and so they hate us, and we hate them for this hatred that we feel, this...
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Tuesday, March 18, 2003
This is reality
My eyes cloud over. A storm is brewing. It's brewing brewing brewing, eeep, beep, beep, the sound of a coffee pot, an announcement, that it is time, it is time, it is time, my legs are active, blood is running through them and I want to flee, flight response, beep, eep, beep, the sound is deafening....
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I've never felt love
In the moment. So now I'm looking in my boyfriend's eyes. What is this? There is this substance radiating from them, I'm sure that it's illegal, I'm sure I'm the only person in the world hooked up to this wavelength. I'm dying here. I'm trying to stay in the wavelength but my thoughts want to...
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I sold out
On the television I see a movie. In the movie I see a sell-out. It is a whole community of Sell-outs, of the mob kind. I am watching "A Road to Perdition". The movie is packed full of mob dynamics that shade truth, of alliances that taint relationships, of a dynamic of power and greed and hunger...
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