Saturday, May 26, 2007
Living with Bipolar
Are you manic, or are you depressed? Let's see if you can stand the test. Combining them together could cause quite a mess, normality to others are as clear as night and day, but to me it leaves turmoil, something I detest. How could one person feel all these emotions at once, seeing the sunshine...
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Missed Chance
I turn around to make sure confirm the fact that it is you, I see you standing there with your familiar smile, I think about your words they are as clear as the blue skies up ahead. You kept repeating them they replay over and over, I love you darling, but I could not hear, I could not bear the...
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
Little Tiny Baby
Little tiny baby miracle from above, you came to show me the true meaning of love. I've never met you or heard you cry, I never saw you or had the chance to say ''hi''. Little tiny baby you were part of a dream, Little tiny baby could you hear my scream? I'm calling your name whenever I'm alone,...
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Friday, April 20, 2007
Depression Season
As softly as a falling leaf in the autumn sun, Tears are rolling down my cheek, The end of a journey begun, It rolls down the valleys, Into the river bed below, Taking with it memories of long long ago. As the leaf keeps falling, Its colour changes fast, From the bright green leaves in summer, It...
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Monday, April 16, 2007
Crushed
I have no words of comfort, no feelings worth to share, I'm broken into pieces, scattered and thrown everywhere, I have no fighting spirit, all of this has gone, I'm left broken. crushed and staring at the glaring sun. I have no love left inside me, no words of care to whisper in your ear, I messed...
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
Another reminder
I look at you with feelings of dread, You scare me even while I’m lying in my own bed. The look in your eyes brings chills down my spine, Your booming voice a constant threat. Leave me alone, Don’t look my way, You cause my body to shiver more each day, Your voice reminds me of his taunting words,...
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Reminder
You are a reminder of that night in May, It all began as a sunny day. He acted in such a gentle way, But it ended in disaster, In the way he wanted to play. You are a reminder of his body that night, Glimmering and shining in the bright moon light, Shadows of him reflecting above my head, I tried to...
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Silent echoes
What are these feelings waiting to erupt From this dark, invisible place? Why is it so consuming, Overpowering, Slowly breaking me down In the darkest hours of the night? What is the reason for feeling this way When I’m in a constant battle Trying to survive these struggles Keeping me away from the...
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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Leave me
Why cant you leave me alone, A turned back doesn’t mean anything to you, I close my ears to hide your taunting sneers, Keep my eyes shut to hide from your glare, But you cause me to see and hear more, Things I tried to keep buried, Deep inside, A place where you can never be found. You keep on...
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Preditor
A bittersweet smell fills the air, Something unknown but it raises my hair, My body responds to this unusual aroma, Bringing a tingling sensation in hands, arms and legs, It evokes bloodcurdling images of him in my head. I try to block it out, to push it aside, But that sneering laugh just would not...
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