Willows World

My grandson and I went to see Marmaduke this morning. He was so cute, being only 2 he does really well. He claps his hands with joy when good stuff happens and at the end when they all danced he did to. His attention span amazes me. He watches the whole movie. Of course he has to have a small... Sign in to see full entry.

It doesn't matter what I go to do or what group I join I always seem to take over. I don't want to I don't like the responsibility. I want to just kick back and let some one else do all the work. I try to remain quite and not express an opinion but some how they all start looking at me. I am afraid... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I'm back. My Mom bought me a new computor. She told me that it would be my christmas present. I'm okay with that. I miss writing so much and getting feed back from you all. I hope to keep up now. Sign in to see full entry.

I have been struggling so much the last few months. As I get older I keep thinking I will find more answers. Instead I find more questions. I am and always will be a christian. However as I get older my definition of that changes. I was raised to believe one thing but as I get older I honestly feel... Sign in to see full entry.

I hate this. I haven't written anything I like for several months. I hate writers block. I feel like I'm missing something. Sign in to see full entry.

Tomorrow is my birthday. I say that to say this. I have already gotten two Happy Birthday wishes. One from an old friend who was my second father and would have been my legal guardian if any thing had happened to my parents. The other was my high school sweetheart. Both sent me lovely messages and... Sign in to see full entry.

I have decided that instead of looking at all I can't do any more I'll look at what I am able to do and how much I'm getting done. Sign in to see full entry.

My daughter and I toke my grandson to a Cavy show today. It was fun but made me feel kind of sad. It is hard to believe that when my daughter was younger we were showing. We saw old friends and both had a hard time going home without a cavy. We decided that as soon as she gets done with school and... Sign in to see full entry.

I did it again. I swore that I never would. When my kids were small I got involved in so many groups, clubs, and organizations. I wanted to be an involved parent. Well I always got to involved. Usually on an organizational level. I was filled with frustration all the time, usually at the people that... Sign in to see full entry.

The return of a past love brought back so much more then memories of he and I and once was. It toke me way back in time. I started to realize that my high school sweetheart, my first husband and the man in my life now all look much the same. I remembered the loss of each one of them and the relief... Sign in to see full entry.