Saturday, January 20, 2007
Feel Ugly Inside
I stare at my body, curves in all the wrong places- stretch marks scoring flesh with red. Press my stomach flat, feel ugly inside. Madonna, Kiera Knightly- beauty I crave. I feel lost in my own skin- in competition with a stranger. The real me has fairy wings and a perfect sillohuette- she has quiet...
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Ramblings
Someone heal the ache, a soft hand brush away the tears, why must I suffer again and again? Oh God, wish that you were real, how do I heal myself? what soothing spirit takes my pain now that I cannot see you?
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Scream
Scream Verse 1 I’m dying, screaming, bleeding- people, blood stained thoughts suffocating me. I can’t break through- the pain only hardens my heart. Scream so loud- feel my voice shattering- I can’t breathe. Blood stained thoughts haunting my dreams- so hard to break this. Who will save me from this...
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Forever in my mind, visions of hate. Hoping and praying but somehow you’re gone. I can’t save you anymore. Your self-abuse bled my love dry before it could grow. You won’t be the knife in my heart, the defeat of my dreams, so go! walk away! Chorus: You’ve become the fugitive death won’t be harbor!...
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
Work in Progress
Not quite sure where to go with this. Any suggestions? You won’t be the knife in my heart, the defeat of my dreams, so go! walk away! Chorus: You’ve become the fugitive death won’t be harbor! Don’t cry to me when death won’t soothe your wounds, the raw hate you’ve nursed for so long. The prairie’s...
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Monday, October 9, 2006
She Sang To Me
She sang to me so sweet, so beguiling- her voice the one siren that gave my dreams life- or come to me- Goddess of the fae- weaver of hopes only pain gives voice to. She sang to me, words I locked away to ease the tears.
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
I Will Not Die!
Broken and shattered in dreams for so long! The past unravels itself, leaving me in the dark. For so long the phantoms and lies have buried the words that scream to be heard! And I can’t free myself from the blackness that threatens to strangle my soul. (Rap beat) Lead singer: I can see them come-...
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Monday, September 18, 2006
I'm Dying Forever
pacing and waiting with viscious intent. Keeping the secrets in whispers by night- infecting with venom inside- screaming with insistent pain- God help whatever soul the fire didn't claim. Moaning and groaning- the hot seduction of sin. Don't try to reclaim my soul- I gave it to hell a long time...
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
Lover's Quarrel
The pain cuts, dances in bright pinpricks before my eyes, taking my life in bleeding stabs- I want to hurt myself- just to feel- to feel anything besides the hollow emptiness that has crept in. I am the ghost that drifts on restless winds- my screams only embrace deep midnight silence- the tears...
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
Hate
His hands flash with quiet rage, pulling me further into pain, the hurt endures long after his hands are gone, the hot tears a bully's revenge, scratches his trademark. The careless words flung at my feet weaken a frail shell. I'm the new kid that can't get anything right, their favorite target...
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