Sunday, April 1, 2007
Caught in Between
Caught in between than and now, so afraid of the new me and confused at the metamorphisis, me in the mirror so different- new creature emerging from within, yearning to stretch her wings.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Tell Me What You Think
Give it up! Give it up! Allah will not save you from this Patriotism Hell- Scream, Cry, Plead for Mercy- Bush Must Have His Bleeding Hearts. Chains, Blood, Dogs, Electric Shock. Give it up! Give it up! One more scream for the man on the throne. God, Ethics, Morality, Love Thy Neighbor- all faces of...
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
Black Hole in Midnight Perfection
Eyes raised to black night, lips move in unanswered prayer, fingers grasping webs of shattered dreams. Floating, disappating, disapearing- black hole in mindnight perfection.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
Beginning of a new song
How can I run when there's no place to hide? How can I run when I can't fly away? What can you say when you're going insane? And you can't find yourself? You can't find yourself? Someone come find me, I'm lost in the dark. Someone come find me, I'm so close to dying. God, this can't be real. No one...
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Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Love Poem
Each day my love for you Grows deeper Until your smile and voice Linger in sweet dreams. You are my keeper and defender, The one who gives strength Without question or demand. I can only love you more As time goes on.
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Saturday, March 3, 2007
War Against Myself
Tired of this war against myself, Constant threat of blood torn images- Running from the dying will to live. No where to hide, nothing to do- Pain always in my thoughts. Can’t do this anymore- My heart is too sick Of self abuse that never dies. Broken, defective, defeated All invade my mind. A black...
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Monday, February 5, 2007
Living Dead
Emotions pushed aside, buried inside. Tears, screams denied for false tranquility. A slowly intoxicating disease that consumes living beauty.
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Sunday, February 4, 2007
I am not alone!
Say it, say it again, scream it if you must, I am not alone! Seeking help is never weak, alone, you are never forced to be.
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
Trapped
Get Over It, It's Not the End of the World, Stop Being Emotional- How I hate those words. You don't understand how much the shuddering tears tear me apart inside or how trapped I feel- my mind chained to the human wreck outside. It is endless- it is the end of my world- over, and over and over...
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Monday, January 22, 2007
That's Not Me
What’s that face staring back at me? I don’t recognize her, those tears aren’t me, they can’t be, I can’t be that weak. Why do they hurt so much if those eyes aren’t mine? Hate, hate that stranger- always crumbling apart, beaten down- defeated. The pain overwhelms, threatens with black certainty-...
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