Saturday, March 8, 2008
It is a brilliant, warm morning and the light reached in and wrenched me from slumber before I was ready to concede. The Indian sun will mock me all day long for my foolishness of a few hours ago. Dark shades will conceal my eyes from those who care to look. My first dive into transparent waters... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Funny to think of it now...
But it's true and I see it only now....how I waited for you to show up but didn't know it until I saw you. Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Top Brass
This 'thing' runs so very deep. At moments it seems so big that I am not sure where to direct all that I feel. Then I turn to write. Thank you. Today the weather was perfect. I'm about to go for a walk into the sunset. Went to a village here to a special ceremony. Standing near was a woman... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
A letter of caring
I wish I could be of more help to you. Now I understand more about how much the situation affects you. Your mood changed so much in a few short days that I worried and fretted I had done something. Silly self-centred me! It says a great deal about you that you wants to help some one who has hurt... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 25, 2008
A half awake note
Hello. I was a little sleepy since my words last appeared here (now too) but my thoughts travel in your direction. Can you tell I wonder? When I am out walking or driving I think of you. Who is he? I had a bout of that curiosity last night Realise now the book question I asked is not so simple. Had... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
The Daffodils' Taunt
With thanks and apologies to Wordsworth For oft, when on my couch I lie In vacant or in pensive mood, They flash upon that inward eye Which is the bliss of solitude; And then my heart with pleasure fills, And dances with the daffodils. For oft, when no one else shows in spite of pledges to try And... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Rough chapter
You have seen my chapter, rough and as typo-laden as it was, and still you liked it. I went to bed and instead of sleep came vats of tears. I am not sad, just so ******* angry that I find myself in this constant struggle to keep afloat. It was not my choice but I stiil experience the consequences. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Letter to a friend
Yesterday I lunched with V who I got to know this past year. We met at noon and parted at 2.43 pm so it seems we enjoyed each other's company. (section edited out) I woke up too early. Sometimes fear does this to me. Not a mortal fear, nothing so worthwhile as that. In writing to you, I am sending... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Random letter
I leave my words to be found. As I started to walk tonight the heavens opened. I swam in a swirling blue ocean undeterred by the first wave that tossed me aside. The water was perfect, the day hot.On the sand we sat, or lay and sucked ice chips, our water bottles in a bag stuffed with ice. We... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Bugging me
Dearest XY I slept a little but something was bugging me. Could it be XY? Something he did or didn't do? No. I had some thoughts for some lines in the book that had been in my mind all day. Just get up, write them and then sleep. Looked out for you and left a couple of small things up on the hill,... Sign in to see full entry.