Adventures in Psychosis

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Friday, November 19, 2004

A Changing Son

Good things seem to be coming from me telling my father I have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I’m not sure whether it’s because he wants to help me or if he feels guilty, but he seems much friendlier, much more open when we talk now. I don’t really care what the reason is, I’m just glad to talk... Sign in to see full entry.

Medicated Dreams

Since I’ve started on this new medication, I’ve been finding that my dreams are not as often the reoccurring nightmares I usually have, but instead are just plain strange. How so? Well, let’s take last night’s dream as an example. Last night’s was what I would describe as a series of dreams about... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Imaginary Conversation

I heard a conversation between two voices today, something that doesn’t occur very often for me. Normally there’s just one voice talking at a time, going on about some topic that usually has do with something I had been thinking about. But every now and then I can hear two voices talking back and... Sign in to see full entry.

Hope Restored

I literally just did a happy dance. Today it has been confirmed that Wells Fargo officially kicks some serious ass. See, my check for registration, I thought it had bounced, but no no, Wells Fargo does this nice little thing for me where they’ll reverse the amount of the check to try and get my back... Sign in to see full entry.

Losing Hope

For the first time in a while now I have a generally bad feeling about how everything in my life is going. I was silly and forgot to pay my registration until the DMV sent me a friendly letter reminding me that they can seize my property. Well, I sent the check off to the DMV a while back, and guess... Sign in to see full entry.

Dangerous Distractions

I would have to say that I got pretty lucky with my current work situation. I work for a small company that’s more like a family than anything else. I’ve told them all about my situation, and they have been remarkably understanding and supportive. My office is right next to my boss’, and he would... Sign in to see full entry.

Illogicality in a Logical World

One quite aggravating effect of my condition is the fact that my train of thought, my reasoning abilities are not always stupendous. What doesn’t help the frustration is that usually while I’m thinking something trough, it all works, it all makes sense, I can justify it in my mind. Then maybe an... Sign in to see full entry.

Emotionless Expression

When I got my new car, my sister was there with me, and she said that had she not known me she would have wondered what in the world was wrong with me. You see, I wasn’t bouncing around in excitement, I was skipping around in joy, I wasn’t even smiling. It’s something that has developed over time... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

My Father

I just spoke to my father about my recent diagnosis. I’m not quite sure he knew how to take it. This is partially my fault; over time we drifted apart and I’ve never really told him about anything in my life, so he’s been in the dark for the past 2 years or so. He remained quiet while I explained it... Sign in to see full entry.

Fellow Adventurers

I’m packing all my stuff up and getting ready to head home for the night, and I just wanted to take a second to thank everyone who’s read and commented on this journal. It’s only been a couple of days and I feel like this has been a positive experience. It seems to be quite therapeutic to get these... Sign in to see full entry.

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