Accidentally on Purpose

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Love and Betrayal

THE BOYFRIEND!!! The man that was mine, the love of my life. A romantic dinner was planned for a birthday delight. Two years in the making, our relationship evolved Daily conversations many a night Daily Visitation and trauma of life Not a thing in the world I wouldn’t do for his delight Or land a hand for any of his plights. He told me he loved me, at least once a day. Now he would prove it and ease my burden of dismay. Life happens as you’re out making plans And instead of a Romantic dinner... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Back from Vegas

The Twilight Zone or Vegas You be the judge http://vegas.industryaccess.com/ We approached the city of max indulgence with its entire splendor. I tingled with anticipation at the men-made wonder of wonders that was erected in the middle of nowhere. Unlike most of Vegas’ tourists, gamblers, and visitors I reluctantly set out on this journey. But in the end it is my job to save foreclosure, and when they seek my help I am obliged to do my best. Vegas just happen to be one of the most devastated... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Visiting Vegas

I am out of town in Vegas for a few days. I got here yesterday and have not yet slept. I can't believe how much I miss writing in my blog here, but I have limited access to internet in this city that never sleeps. I will be back in a few days. Going to sleep. have a great one while I gamble away all my money Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, September 18, 2009

Contemplating Choices

Contemplating Choices Be still and know….. My body was frozen like an icicle trapped inside a bullet proof glass, and I liked it that way, for the tiniest movement or motion caused a tsunami of pain that washed over me like a million little knives. But my mind was racing faster than the speed of lightening in a bullet train from hell. The thought scattered from the first time I used the toilet to an abstract day on the beach, to this morning when I woke up excited with great plans for my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Blinking My Way to a Guilty Verdict

Hours have passed and still I am in the emergency room. I turned my head over to the right side, to get away from the light. Than I tried turning it to the left side to block out the light. And I tried picking up the blanket with my hand, that was full of needles, to cover my eyes, but my hand didn’t reach high enough, and I just gave up. Tears began to swell in my eyes, but the tears also couldn’t block out the light. Since my head was all I could move, I tried a few more times, until I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Emergency Room Blues

In the middle of the night The Blasting of the florescent lights reflected through the pure white walls and straight into what was left of my bones. I blinked to block out the light, and the lights got brighter. I closed my eyes, but my eyelids wouldn't block the brightness. I blinked to no avail it only hurt more. With my eyes I followed the people in white rushing back and forth. The noise was assaulting me from every direction. I heard, whispering, talking, and crying. I felt water flowing,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 14, 2009

The universe knows no jokes

My 40th birthday is the perfect example of Murphy's Law at its best. Everything that can possibly go wrong did. Suddenly I found myself behind the wheel of a fairly new RAV4 with no brakes, and no control of the wheel. Next thing I know, I woke up paralyzed at the bottom of the hill lying on the grass surrounded by red flashing lights, fire engines, police cars and a noisy ambulance. A police radio was loudly broadcasting. Someone was looking down at me "can you hear me" they were asking. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Destiny, my personal journey

Control your destiny or let your destiny control you. That is the only choice you have. My Accident, My decision- was it planned or...... My 40th birthday was when I took a dive out of death alley (nickname for route 26 leading from Ventura beach to magic mountain in Los Angeles) into the side of the road and over the mountain it rolled 6 times before it landed side up at the bottom of the hill. Brilliantly I was not wearing a seatbelt and my body was the ping pong that pinged and ponged all the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Love Hate Relationships

"I create my life. I create the exact amount of love that is present in my life.:) Love, like all other things good in the world is an illusive slipery slide that seems to enter our life, and than disapear. But I say, it can not be so By the very definition of love, love can not come and go. Love is eternal and love is permanent. If you love something today and hate it tomorrow than you probably did not love it today because if you did you could not hate it tomorrow. When you love someone only... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Morning Glory

We walk the earth, from birth to death. Sometimes we run and other times we assume it may be our last breath. We can't stop moving forward, but at times it feels like we are moving backwards. We walk together and we walk alone. We walk in groups, in pairs, or as leaders of them all. Its how we walk and when we talk that changes the world and controls the result. centered on ourselves and what would make us thrive. Its time to take a look at the place that surrounds our hive. The morning is the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Search and discovery the answers to your deepest concerns. The secrets to life itself is held within the depth of our self. Discovering it is only a re-discovery of what we already know. The big question is, how do you unleash the knowledgea and power that is locked and hidden in the depth of your unknown. I will be exploring and talking about the thoughts that beg to be written. I have searched for the meaning of life and death and purpose in the entire univers, and you can be a searcher too,but in the end you will find it all within yourself. Self Healing, Self improving and discovery. This blog is dedicated to all the searcher I hate to quote a cliche but its just so perfect that I cant help myself "The truth shall set you free" If you say it is so, than it is the truth, YOUR TRUTH. The truth that matters.

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