Accidentally on Purpose

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Friday, November 6, 2009

Ninja Turtle

With the Ninja Cast and the handy walker I crawled out of bed and visited the little room down the hall. It took a very long time to accomplish that mission, and the small sweet hands of two little girls proudly buckling the ninja cast around my hips, but it was a mission I was not so sure I would ever accomplish again, and for me it was as if I climbed Mount Everest, and at that moment I felt that I could probably climb up to the sky, if I so wished, It was as if anything I set my mind to do,... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Miracles I Could Count On

Sun Rays were entering the darkened living room where I lay awaiting for my kids to return. My eyes were fixated on the rays as they traveled to a specific point and disappeared into the shadows. I focused and starred at the rays until everything and everyone else was gone and my focus was on the ray, and suddenly the ray turned into billions of particles that I attempted to count, but the more I counted the more they multiplied. After hours of trying in vane to count the particles I decided to... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Home Alone

A heavenly moment was upon me, with the paralysis of pain slowly diminishing, at the mercy of two kids under the age of ten. I was home, I was alone, but the kids were happy. I signed a waiver in the hospital assuring them that I acquired a 24-hour nurse, but I didn’t. Although I needed the care the kids had go to school during the day, which left me alone for those hours every day. Lucky for us the school was across the street and the kids could easily take a walk to school, but they couldn’t... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Seeking out the Bad in the Good

Seeking and Finding the bad inside the good Unveiling the good hidden within the bad Stringing the pearls of wisdom found in the Ashes Revealing the treasure created by the bad of it all. The moon swelled and moon disappeared and stills me in that lonely room I dwelled. Unable to reach the window and view the sunrise and set, I reached for the stars in my heart and soul. It stretched like the bubble gum stuck to a shoe and holding on to no end. And the kids came marching into my side smiling... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Hospital Hospitality

It was a cube of ice brushing slightly against my lips, the food for the broken, while needle in my vein was carrying the nutritional elements the food to keep me alive. For Spiritual guidance I was left alone, in a hospital where the white washed hallways throw medicated superiority, at every breathing body. I was left alone. Not wanting to know, I was forced to learn who my friends were and who weren’t. For alone we must pass the birth canal to be born and alone we must leave our bodies behind... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

The signs are clear and they are always there. To the ignorant mind that is usually blind, They don’t even appear. The human mind is one of the most amazing things. It can take us to the end of infinity, and lock us up in a torturous cell. Megan’s symptoms were crystal clear; now that I look back. She experienced Depression, withdrawal, isolation, and never a smile on her face. It was as if the happiness was socked out of her by a vampire, and I couldn’t find the way to get it back into her. The... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Morphine

Be still and know……. Starvation was my companion; for assessment was incomplete. At any minute, some random reaction may rush me into surgery. After 12 days of exposure to every test on this planet, still they couldn’t for certain list the damage. Pain was now proof that my body was healing. For without the pain permanent paralysis was certain. However, the slightest movement sent shots of horrific daggers up my spine that was damaged beyond repair, but don’t ask me to what extent, nobody knew.... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Waiting for Megan

Difficulties are lessons, Obstacles are challenges, and impossibilities are invitations. MORRIS CODE Ten long agonizing days I waited paralyzed emotionally in addition to physically, longing for Megan to be brought to my side. While three nurses on each side of me worked together to turn me over the pain was dim compared to the need to rescue Megan. As they inserted a tube in my ribs, the pain in my body only validated my agony for Megan. While they drained out the fluid surrounding my lungs,... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Finding the Time

In the past week, I had a really hard time trying to put down on paper the account of Megan. I still have more story to tell, but the week has been filled with people telling me they have no time. I also had an incident with someone rear ending me which I will write about in a few days after I untangle the web. So here is a thought for all of you who have no time to do..... Time is free precious and abundant all at once. Time is illusive and present at the same time. Time disappears and appears... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

The Trauma that was….Megan

Megan suffered severe head injuries they said, which I already knew. She is no longer here with us, he added and for a second I thought she was no longer. Blackness jumped in front of me like a snake hissing at my nose. She was gone; sweat began to form on my lips where the quivering was unstoppable. My lips were moving but no words came out and he just stopped talking. He somehow read my thoughts and quickly added NO NO NO, I mean she is not in this hospital. Where is Megan I barely whispered... Sign in to see full entry.

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Search and discovery the answers to your deepest concerns. The secrets to life itself is held within the depth of our self. Discovering it is only a re-discovery of what we already know. The big question is, how do you unleash the knowledgea and power that is locked and hidden in the depth of your unknown. I will be exploring and talking about the thoughts that beg to be written. I have searched for the meaning of life and death and purpose in the entire univers, and you can be a searcher too,but in the end you will find it all within yourself. Self Healing, Self improving and discovery. This blog is dedicated to all the searcher I hate to quote a cliche but its just so perfect that I cant help myself "The truth shall set you free" If you say it is so, than it is the truth, YOUR TRUTH. The truth that matters.

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