The guilt was destroying Robyn. The abortion was horrific. Not only did she lie to Muhammad Ramsis, she sat in the waiting room of the clinic for hours, wanting to throw up, wanting this to be over, wanting to run away, and alone she sat not wanting anyone to know her secret. Her friend Mary convinced her that this would be the best, and she agreed, for how can she have a child with a man she would never marry? How can she bring a child into the world where her family would never in a million... Sign in to see full entry.