Tortured Mind, Poetic Heart

Gruesome images of suicide racing through my mind like whirlwinds of evil Morbid desires of death torture my inner being like suffocating in hell Wait, there is a light out in the distance like divine golden glowing The horror of suicide is fading from my being like lifting thick fog Gruesome images... Sign in to see full entry.

My mind just does not give me any rest. It constantly rages on like a racing motor uncontrollable to the point of destruction..... You are constantly firing against me I find no relief from you Insane obsessions uncontrollable Never-ending agony of deception You are like a thirsty demon Gnashing... Sign in to see full entry.

About me when I was going through some real tough painful years..... Alone she sits it’s been a long wait she says her prayers dreams of heaven’s gates Her heart is worn it’s been broken too If it wasn’t for God don’t know what she’d do She whimpers in silence as she’s on her knees her soul is too... Sign in to see full entry.

The rushing wind outside my head is it angels or am I dead? night creeps in and all is dark fear abounds I know God’s angels watch over me is it them, will I be free? or are they demons of my mind fear abounds The swirling wind grows yet stronger if it is evil I can’t fight any longer dear God I... Sign in to see full entry.

There goes the brain again playing its games firing isolating obsessions thoughts and images I can’t restrain There goes the brain again sending the wrong messages the pain and agony of deception for understanding I can’t contain There goes the brain again its meanings unknown flirting with demonic... Sign in to see full entry.

A walk in the garden opens my mind with the smell of fresh flowers In the distance is a light seeping in like a gray fog As I draw closer I realize it's an angelic being I float towards the illuminate light and touch the edge Now I have become one with the light as it fills my body In peaceful bliss... Sign in to see full entry.

If guilt was a color, What would it be? Blue like the sky, Green like a tree? Would it be red, Like a cardinal in flight? Would it be yellow, Or would it be white? How about brown, The color of earth? It could even be black, For all that it’s worth. If guilt was a color, I believe it would be... Sign in to see full entry.