Sunday, April 10, 2005
Let me out.
“Difficulties are meant to rouse, not discourage. The human spirit is to grow strong by conflict." - William Ellery Channing I promise to write a real post soon. Well, one that feels like a real post to me is what I mean, I guess. I love to respond to my comments, but I haven’t in forever. I do...
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Friday, March 25, 2005
I'm almost afraid to say this....
It's 6:30 in the morning on.....uh....Friday?.....yeah, Friday. I've been writing so much, and pushing myself harder than I should. Because of that I've been having a hard time with my speech....Jimmy said I sounded loaded the other night, but nope, no wine, not even blue pills. Just cognitive...
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Slow like honey.
"You must have shadow and light source both. Listen and lay your head under the tree of awe. Your shadow has been serving you. What hurts you, blesses you. Darkness is your candle. Your boundaries are your quest." - Rumi The mind will go anywhere but the present if you let it. Focus, especially when...
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Wednesday, March 9, 2005
Temple Revealed.
I have been here for about a year, and I have kept my identity a secret for the most part. I've done this because it was easier for me to write and show the side of myself I can't show in real life that way. Since I've been more vulnerable here than anywhere before, and I've found a family here, I...
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Tuesday, March 8, 2005
Mercy.
I gave up today. I went to bed. I said....fine, evict me. Take my soul, ravage my spirit. Carry me and the kids out on this bed because that's where I'll be. I simply cannot find another solution, another creative resource. There is no money. Not enough to save me. An eviction would result in a...
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