PARADISE GARDEN

I lost all my files, I can't fin the back up CD...........I was all upset for the whole day.........today I logged from laptop...... sue Sign in to see full entry.

so much.........so much more, let get all in order, will be back sue Sign in to see full entry.

my brain...... I can't deny this song, it's going to stay in my mind forever till my memory can held in my brain...... Haaaaaaaaa......a tune of life and mind tied up together.....some soul somewhere from unknown rushing to my mind...... Haaaaaaaaa I won't say the name......because it's a secret......... Sue9457 Sign in to see full entry.

Just don't kiss me, but feel me Love me, and live on my vein Your voice echoes in my brain how could I be with another one Your thoughts rules my heart how could I go for another Live in me, let me die in you Just don't kiss me, but take me To theunknown world of love Where life shines at it's best Just hold me tight, never let me fall Live in you, growing in you must be My groove.... Be mine Just let be yours, just yours Always.....yours Sue blogit9457copyrightreserved2008February...... Sign in to see full entry.

Lisa Ellison, one of the blogger in town, I might meet with her before going to work..... Here in Paradise....I am tired....as usual after double shift, not enough strength... But music flows on air.. so I will get my heart beats go with it and find the peace, comfort and energy for the day..... My blogit writing page is totally messed up... just like my mind got to a point, then Jackie from blogit fix it, but it hasn't been to normal...well, it's time to get it together. Will be soon get... Sign in to see full entry.

Here we go..... I am here.....lisstenin to music..... Lisa Ellison on town today, she called me, I probably meet her tomorrow am...I left my phone on voice message for the whole day, I was at work.... and just came few minutes ago... Let me read you guys before I write more..... Welcome to my paradise.... Stay happy and healthy... Sue 9457... Sign in to see full entry.

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Chezh Republic......PICTURE: COLLECTED FROM WEB I know that I have been indifferent...It's not to you guys, to only myself........I just got in a point recognizing, how odd I can be..... How stupid I can be, My lonely life.....long for which I don't deserve at times... Sometimes I wish I could do better.... I try myself with out god.... So I tried intentionally or not on something... had a failure... may be caused some stress to others, not sure.... nothing big, but probably something which I... Sign in to see full entry.

I will not speak.... I can keep my mouth shut be quiet...... No body think that I can do.... but if some body I love thinks that I am trouble to them, no way... I don't like to take any one's peace..... I will be quiet... and silent sue Sign in to see full entry.

yes..... my January.....I did something stupid.......well, I did it and can't reverse it... So let me accept it and move on... Thanks for reminding my mistake.... Thanks for the kind words...... SORRY...... Sue9457blogit....... Sign in to see full entry.

I am experiencing technical issues in my heart.. some thing I tried to get it wanted it too badly, but didn't know it was not available, so fell down and now kind of broken pieces... so until I get time to fix me and analyze me well.....keeping kind of silence.....but will read you all....( nothing connected to blogit...it's all personal)....... Feel so shame to act as a kid To get some thing really not available No need to push myself this way but a secret of mine out there I lost it from my... Sign in to see full entry.

Dare to break my heart Go for it You see yourself right there Want to open my brain well, try for it You hear your echo of your voice Want to touch and feel my soul Didn't you see holding right there Want to tell all at the end You are telling yourself Open your eyes am in your world like you are in mine This is what I felt No escape from it You are killing me in every moment This love just got me in a tight spot so I said it as it comes Never thought I get it out But feels bad or good Sad or... Sign in to see full entry.

©HMMMMMM.........I DON'T WANT TO TELL IT......BUT I ALREADY SAID IT ON A MOMENT....HMMMM I CAN'T KEEP THE SECRET.... ONCE I THOUGHT IT'S GOING TO KEEP ON MY MIND'S SECRET JEWELRY BOX.......WHERE MUSIC FLOWS WITH A COOL TUNE..... BUT YOU MADE ME SAY IT OUT......NOW I FEEL LOT BETTER.....I HANDED THE SECRET TO YOU, NOW IT'S ON YOU TO KEEP IT OR HOLD IT WITH ME OR NOT...... IT'S ONLY SO MUCH I CAN HOLD... I SPILL OVER........I CAN'T LIE......I WISH I COULD JUST BE A DIFFERENT ONE... I FEEL THAT I... Sign in to see full entry.

Well, they have been inviting for a year.....finally I went out with them for the sports night..... I met a bunch of people, Julia......the one I call mother, she knows a bunch of people, she gave out my cards.... All of them loved talking with me... At first I was so nervous, in few minutes I kind of become myself, got my smile and handed my cards.....started talking... All her friends knew me from her, they kind of familiar with me.. I was wearing a Indian Skirt which I bought from KALASHREE(... Sign in to see full entry.

Come to my paradise Love is on air Sky is dripping With the drop of rain Cloudy look A thirst for love Don't want to wake up Roll on the bed and sleep with the loved one turn around there's no one but me but the air is filled in love this rainy day comes on February with a touch of love wish you guys to enjoy the everlasting love of February Happy Valentines day to all of you "Be mine" Sue9457blogit©copyrightFebruary 2008 Sign in to see full entry.

I HEARD HIS YELLING....I AM TIRED..SO I NEED TO RELAX BEFORE I GET OUT.......JUST TAKE A BREATH....FORGET AND GO... SUE Sign in to see full entry.

HEY, WHO GIVES ME THE MEANING FOR THIS POEM: KINNARAM MOOLI PINNEYUM, PINNEYUM ( once again you came to me with a romantic tune) NEE OZHUKUM THEERAM ( the banks where you flow: Beach) MOHATHIN THEERAM (the desires of beach....means the place of your desires: Heart) PONNORAM MEETUNNA ( Tune of love and romance ( VEENA: guitar, that's what I meant) PUNNARA KINAVIN THEERAM ( the most sweetest dream land) NEE ARUKIL VARILLE ( won't you come near me or won't you let me) CHOLLU NEEYENNARIKIL... Sign in to see full entry.

HEY, WHO GIVES ME THE MEANING FOR THIS POEM: KINNARAM MOOLI PINNEYUM, PINNEYUM ( once again you came to me with a romantic tune) NEE OZHUKUM THEERAM ( the banks where you flow: Beach) MOHATHIN THEERAM (the desires of beach....means the place of your desires: Heart) PONNORAM MEETUNNA ( Tune of love and romance ( VEENA: guitar, that's what I meant) PUNNARA KINAVIN THEERAM ( the most sweetest dream land) NEE ARUKIL VARILLE ( won't you come near me or won't you let me) CHOLLU NEEYENNARIKIL... Sign in to see full entry.

WITH MY NICKEL BACK...... Sign in to see full entry.

KINNARAM MOOLI PINNEYUM, PINNEYUM ( once again you came to me with a romantic tune) NEE OZHUKUM THEERAM ( the banks where you flow: Beach) MOHATHIN THEERAM (the desires beach....means the place of your desires: Heart) PONNORAM MEETUNNA ( Tune of love and romance ( VEENA: guitar, that's what I meant) PUNNARA KINAVIN THEERAM ( the most sweetest dream land) NEE ARUKIL VARILLE ( won't you come near me or won't you let me) CHOLLU NEEYENNARIKIL VARILLE... ( tell me, will you come to my heart) ONNODI... Sign in to see full entry.