Sleepless Writings

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

GIVIN IN

GIVIN IN Got me a beer and a lovely faked smile Gots me no brains for a little while Ain’t gonna bother with this grammar chit cuz my boyfriend up and ditched me My friend’s life will soon be destroyed and my best friend’s relationship is shitty I keep looking at other guys and thinking naughty... Sign in to see full entry.

WHO WHAT HUH?

Where do you think this is going? Are you sure you see what is there? Is this a problem worth solving? Or do you even care? Have you lost your mind or are you just withdrawing Trying to avoid the hurt of feeling so guilty? Where is your mind and what’s up with your relationship? What’s up with your... Sign in to see full entry.

HELPLESS

HELPLESS!!! Everything is going crazy, And all I can do is watch I can’t even call this confusing Because I’m aware of everything that’s going on All I can do is sit back and wait for this shit to explode And just yesterday I felt I had it all figured out! What’s there even to do anymore? I’m... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 18, 2004

REAFFIRMATION

~*~ I will make the best of what we have I shall carry through to the bitter end I know what I’m working for and my eyes shall not waver from my goals What other people tell me should have no merit at all I know that I love Joey and that Joey loves me back And however we decide to handle things will... Sign in to see full entry.

CONFUSED BEYOND WORDS

~*~ You remind me of everything that I cannot have Your life is the kind I wish I could live You do what you want and live your own life And I’m stuck at home with a handful of dreams You’ve traveled the country and lived on your own You don’t have a curfew and you can party all you want I’ve been... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, July 16, 2004

INSANELY YEARNING

~*~ I look to his eyes with an unbearable yearning All I want is for Joey to grab me To hold me tight and kiss me deeply To run his hands across my body My thoughts betray my heart and my own mind so intensely Should I leap, should I walk— What should I say; what should I not? Just how slowly should... Sign in to see full entry.

A MOMENT’S PEACE

~*~ The days sometimes seem endless Your goals so very far Plagued with questions of convictions And matters of the heart It is these days, I have learned It is best to take a breath Just to do nothing for a while And be happy with yourself Whether you lie in bed and listen to music Or doodle with... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

NATURAL BEING

NATURAL BEING I drift through the woods a zombie on two feet Letting the breeze through the trees navigate me Lost in a world of endless activity No wish or need to return to reality I stand in a clearing on the mountain I’ve climbed Letting my body consume the sun’s glorious shine Feeling the... Sign in to see full entry.

Ugh.. I was looking through my stash and found this poem about drew... ick

CONFUSION Sometimes I’m fine When you’re not on my mind When the past doesn’t make me wish you were mine I read your old emails And I relive the past Knowing that what we have won’t last You’re so confusing And I’m so confused Sometimes I’m happy To be without you I’m not sure which is denial The... Sign in to see full entry.

ALTERNATE REALITY

~*~ The path, it passes beneath my feet As I feel a strange familiarity I’ve walked this path many times before Yet not in this time, not in this world But in my dreams, when I am at peace I always find myself in this place Yellow leaves on every bow Flowers scattered on the ground below Wildflowers... Sign in to see full entry.

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