Tuesday, November 2, 2021
Another sign that you may be an alcoholic has to do with how you drink. If you can take a few shots and put the bottle down you are most likely just a person who drinks. An alcoholic would take a few shots and empty the bottle. He would then proceed to find a new bottle because the first one was... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 1, 2021
A surefire sign that you are an alcoholic...
When you drink too much you tend to break out in spots? Spots like the hospital. What happened? "How'd I get here?" A car accident? I was drinking and driving? What? Sometimes alcoholics end up in the back of a cop car because they hit their wife again. Or in jail. Spots like at your ex's house. Or... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, October 30, 2021
I couldn't afford to drink lol...
I was thinking about it and it's true. I'm living on my own again. Trying to survive. Writing for money. I couldn't afford to drink even if I wanted to. Not the way I drank. LOL! Good thing I quit. I spend most of my time working, writing, trying to make some money to support this monster of a house... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, October 29, 2021
There's a big bottle of gin out there somewhere...
that somebody is holding right now. I'm not that someone. I call bullshit on so many levels in my life but I could never get through these challenges if I were drinking. There's just no way. I have to always be so alert and so aware of my surroundings and drinking takes that away. That alertness.... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, October 28, 2021
Willpower...
When times get rough you have to have strong willpower to not want to drink. You have to be so set in the decision to stay sober that nothing can make you want to even think about drinking because you know it is wrong. Once you gain sobriety cherish it. It's hard to get sober and when you do don't... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, October 27, 2021
I could've walked to the beer store...
Had I wanted to. Had I chose to. Hell I could have driven the car and went to the liquor store. Screw the beer. Did I? Nah. Why would I do that? I have a beautiful little boy who needs me. Yeah there are some challenges but omg I could never be anything but sober to be able to deal with all these... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, October 24, 2021
I'm a workaholic...
I'm past the alcoholic phase in my life and back to being me, a workaholic. I have done so many articles for clients in the last few days just wow. I just started writing full time again after having stopped five years ago. So, hi, my name is Sincerity Anna and I'm a workaholic.... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, October 23, 2021
Even at difficult times...
I still don't want to drink. I'm done drowning things. Every alcoholic has to get to that point where they decide that it is better not to drown things, but rather to fix those things instead so there is nothing left to have to drown. Every problem has a solution and that solution will never be... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, October 22, 2021
People, Places, Things...
Once you get sober it becomes obvious what people, places, and things are triggers. It's best to avoid these until you have been sober long enough to not be triggered. Sometimes you'll have to choose a different store, a different crowd, a different way. It's all about the choices we make at this... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, October 21, 2021
All I can say about drinking right now is...
I'm working instead of drinking and that's all i'm gonna say about that. Just did a 2500 article for a client. Feeling pretty good despite anything without drinking. That's definitely a good thing and can also serve to others as proof that it IS possible to be okay without any substance or drink to... Sign in to see full entry.