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Tuesday, October 21, 2003

PLEASE

PLEASE I want you in my arms again Keeping my heart warm again But you won’t grant me even this I’d do anything to kiss you I’ll back off and go to others Though I don’t know why I bother I want to be with the one I love Anything else just isn’t enough But the one I love doesn’t want me near You... Sign in to see full entry.

WHOSE FAULT?

Out of the sky The questions of why My tears guilt you to stay Until my fears drove you away What went wrong and who is liable? Answers aren’t nearly viable Could you be transparent for just a little while? Your words have left me in denial Your arms have left me yearning for more To the point where... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 20, 2003

TIME TO SHUT UP

I have to learn to bite my tongue Learn to admit when I’m wrong I’ve diarrhea of the mouth You never know when more shit will spill out Mostly I just never make sense Except to really good friends I can’t seem to stop it It’s a terrible habit I don’t even notice I’m doing it half the time Seems I... Sign in to see full entry.

I’M SPINNING

I’M SPINNING I find myself on a new path Walking a road with no signs I can’t do the math I can’t make up my mind Blindly walking through the fog I don’t know right from wrong My thoughts are sleeping I seem more focused My soul is searching For it’s locus The center of my world where all can be... Sign in to see full entry.

HIDING THE HURT

HIDING THE HURT Here he comes again Cover up the scars with a grin Hug and laugh like nothings wrong Though the list of worries is long Smile at me and all melts away I’ll never now how our love strayed Can I find the comforts I need? Now that we're over and I am freed Is there an answer I do not... Sign in to see full entry.

Some fun quotes from Dawson's Creek and a lil poem

"Hell hath no fury like a 4 year old on christmas morning" "With friends like you who needs ENIMAS?" Cute, huh? anywho to the poem... Chilly days come hither Promises of winter I hate the cold utterly Yet the trees are so lovely Can't help but be slightly sad After all, I was diagnosed with SAD... Sign in to see full entry.

MANICLY DEPRESSED?

MANICLY DEPRESSED? Why do I always get so pissed off Scare the shit out of family and friends I’ve had enough Just want this to end Manic and crazy Either happy or mad Or lonely and lazy So depressed and so sad But then I sit back and turn up the sound The bass, the guitar Need the music, need it... Sign in to see full entry.

TORTURE IN REGRET

TORTURE IN REGRET Invested my hope in you again Feeling pain from deep within Fear you won’t or can not change Then could I survive the pain? I want you now To be in my arms I told you no But I was wrong This has to change Or I’ll go through hell I’m feeling deranged I thought I knew you so well I... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, October 19, 2003

OVER

You ignore me most of the day Won’t listen to what I have to say Focus on Cyme and other girls But you won’t let me in your world Why don’t you acknowledge my existence? Smile or talk when I’m in your presence? That’s not even how you treat a friend So being more will have to end Show respect or I... Sign in to see full entry.

For my grandpa

I don’t just love you because you’re my Daddy’s Daddy I don’t just love you for the donuts you give me And even though I take Grandma’s side when she’s being bossy I know you know I’m kidding and I know some day you’ll forgive me It’s not because you give me pretty green papers with numbers and... Sign in to see full entry.

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