Monday, February 6, 2006
Stepping outside of the pit of depression for a moment...
Well, either the drugs are working or I've had a miraculous recovery after almost a year of feeling like I'd rather die than be alive. No, the depression isn't gone entirely, but it's not so consuming and the whole suicidal ideation isn't nearly as awful as it was. When odd thoughts do creep into my...
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Monday, January 30, 2006
Helloooo Zoloft...
So, I went to the therapist and she sent me to my doctor to get some antidepressants. In her words "I am one bad day and a stain that won't come out of a t-shirt" away from committing suicide. Heh. Just what you want someone to say to you, huh? Way to make me feel crazy, though if I'm completely...
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Guilt sucks the joy and life right out of you...
I definitely think that guilt has added to my depression. Over the last several years I've experienced a couple things that have caused me great guilt. The first would be moving away from the town that I grew up in and allowing one of my children to stay behind with her father. In reality, I know...
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Friday, January 20, 2006
I'm really not pessimistic...
My husband keeps telling me lately that I am a pessitmist. He's always thought that, though I think we just have different views. I prefer to think ahead to avoid issues and he likes to pretend they don't exist until they are there to freak about about. Anyway, I'm really not a pessimist. I'm just...
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